Getting Through Me!!!~

Foolish!!

2011-05-26T23:26:00.003+08:00

Now I realized how foolish I can be..

If for an instant you know that by spending lots of time together, a guy and a girl can be together after quite some time, but you never really noticed..sigh~ should have seen it coming since it happened before, not only to anyone else, but to me as well..

Thinking that there would be nothing coming out of that "normal" relationship was just a thought to make you feel better, to avoid clash of opinions, to keep the trust you've built all along. Anyway, many might not agree, but can anyone justify my opinion is wrong? If yes, please do, I'd like to listen and read your thoughts as well.

Being thruthful is one thing, but to control your feeling towards other is another thing. Shit happens all the time, and sometimes you just have to accept it. Anyway, keep this to yourself, im not pin pointing anyone, just having this sense of disorder coming thru my UNPEACEFUL mind at the moment.

But yeah, I still like to hear from others what u need to say about it. Am i being negative?? Maybe.. But prove me wrong, just so that I can sit back and think again.

~reFfz~

Insight

2011-05-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

I miss you so much

2011-05-09T19:15:00.001+08:00

Jessie J: Nobody's Perfect

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect

If i could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would have crossed that line
I should of kept it between us but Jessie went and told the whole world how she's feeling and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you, i know it's time that i learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect

Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you
I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
but i swear that ill never do that again to you.
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no,
nobody's perfect

1,2,3...

2011-02-20T04:30:00.002+08:00

Gud morning everyone.. I'm wishing you good morning while im sure most of you are still sleeping now..as for me, im stuck with my own thought and cannot go to sleep~fufufufuuu~

It's been really long since a real post from me in my blog.. Guess im no longer attached to blogging (as if I ever did)..LoL~ Anyway, been really busy with work mostly..talking bout work, i've been working for about 8 months already now..yeah, hard to believe it huh??me too..hoho

To tell the truth, I have lots going on in life for the past months..really, it's hard to digest what's really happening around me now..everything comes into picture with not so clear display of what it really is..confusing??yup, it confused me as well..with all the problems happening in my personal life involving friendships, work related, personal- all of them happened at almost the same time.. Thank god Im not going through it myself..thanks Hunny for always being there 4 me..

Anyhow, I guess its better to let things flow by itself..im done trying..but doesnt mean i am letting go, just that let it be natural laaaa....sooner or later, hopefully things around me will get better..hopefully..living in KL have been quite an experience..well, most of my time here, I was alone..totally ALONE!!damn it..it came across my mind many times already, of going back to my hometown..at least i'd feel at home..but wen i think about it again, wud i be happy???ermm, dats one subjective question...many stuff to relate to..arrgghhh~~darn it!

Sooner or later, i'll return home to KK, but not at the moment i guess..now have to focus with what i have in hand..it's tough, but great!!whatever it is, if it wasnt for my special someone, I couldn't have take it all..thanks 2 u HunnY!!! :)

not in the mood to write anything else!!!!

im outta here!!

~reFfz~

Rest of My Life- Bruno Mars

2011-01-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

Everyday I Wake Up Next To An Angel
More Beautiful Than Words Could Say
They Said It Wouldnt Work But What Did They Know?
Cause Years Passed And We're Still Here Today
Never In My Dreams Did I Think That This Would Happen To Me

As I Stand Here Before My Woman
I Cant Fight Back The Tears In My Eyes
Oh How Could I Be So Lucky
I Mustve Done Something Right
And I Promise To Love Her For The Rest Of My Life

Seems Like Yesterday When She First Said Hello
Funny How Time Flys By When You're In Love
It Took Us A Lifetime To Find Each Other
It Was Worth The Wait Cause I Finally Found The One
Never In My Dreams Did I Think That This Would Happen To Me

As I Stand Here Before My Woman
I Cant Fight Back The Tears In My Eyes
Oh How Could I Be So Lucky
I Mustve Done Something Right
And I Promise To Love Her For The Rest Of My Life

babbling mouth!!

2010-12-22T22:33:00.003+08:00

yup..yup..i'm d one about to babble here..so u guys who don't like to listen,please close ur windows tab now..hahaha~

been 6 and a half months since I last started wth my work..wow!!!i lasted here 6 months!!!more than i ever thought i would have..hahaa~

Everything seems ok, but getting busier nowadays..i think my white hair becoming more and more now..huhuhu~ have to dye it black some more.. :(

Since raya, i went back to KK 3 times already, n that includes raya.. went back just for a while during raya time..huhuhu~n went to Taiwan for the company trip..damn hard to find food that I can actually eat there..haha..ended up stuffing seafood into my stomach most of d time!!

Den, my 2nd trip back home is for an interview.. got a call from JKR for interview, but never put up any hope though..all d guys going for d interview have experience of more than 4 years at least..n my experience at dat time was a mere 4 months..hahaha~ goodbye JKR!!LoL~

Lastly, my final trip back was for some personal reason..it wasn't good..but it was also d best to me..ermm,confusing??im confused too..hahaha~in the end,i felt just happy.. :) thank God...

Though for my work, i still spend 6 full days working with day off on Sunday..ermm..and owh, did ever mentioned, my salary was deducted???wakakakakaka~i was transfer to another project, n salary is reduced..gooddddddd!!!!!!!!!!just what i expect!!!~sarcastic mode~ =.='

whatever it is, my contract is long expired..so i can leave anytime..but i owe the company big time, n love working here, with all the challenges and new stuff i get to learn..well,its normal to suffer in the frst place i guess..just need to move on with it and just prove my worth here.. if i worth any la..hahahah~

k la,enuff babble,time for bed..nyte eberibodi..thx for ur time reading dis bullsht!!!hahaa~

~reFfz~

First Post since Long Missing~

2010-12-08T01:21:00.001+08:00

If everything in life doesn't go right, turn left!!

keeping it REAL!!

2010-08-15T15:02:00.005+08:00

Yup..from my last post,lots of things i went through..

Firstly, I GRADUATED!!!!!hehe~ yup, couldn't believe it myself..dat few seconds where I enter the stage and my name was called upon to take the scroll..i keep playing dat moment in my head..i guess dat's my parent proudest moment of me..huhu~ Thx Mum n Dad, for making it possible for me..oyeahh, n thx to ALL PEOPLE i encounter all this time.. =) I'll upload pics in d future..

I met lots of my old colleagues..maybe all of them, but didn't have enough time to reminisce the old times or even to talk about their current life,what's gong on and all..hmm.. maybe we should have a reunion kan?? I even meet with my besties in USM, got to spend some time with them.. guess,won't be missing them for a while (crossing fingers)..LOL~~~

But,most important thing is dat I got to spend few days with my family.. they came all the way from Sabah for my graduation (n shopping)..hehe..although it's just a few days, it meant a lot..hehe..been so long since i met them (pdhal nda smpi setahun pun)... and btw, Thx for d "present" Dad!!!

also, got to meet up with my friend i think i never spoke 2 in person..haha..btul ba kn???LoL!!

getting close only from facebook i think..not really close, but ok la..bole la berkurapak sama2..

Anyway, then now m back to work again..lots of stuff to deal with..my one week off means i got o

one week of idling work waiting for me to finish!!!huhuU~please get us some new engineers to help me out!!!huhuhuu...many have told me to return to KK and work there..aiihh..i wish i can..but now im just waiting for the right time..i wanted to, but i still have stuffs to think of.. neway, hopefully i'll get used to the working life here then i'll return back to KK peacefully..

ermm,dats all la for now..have to settle some stuff first then I can leave d office..hehe..gtg finish my work and then leave for the bazaar!!-out-

~reFfz~

Posto2~

2010-07-22T19:40:00.002+08:00

Rather than just putting up UPDATE every time,switch to sumthing more acceptable la.. :)

Today, I was really in bad condition..i couldn't bring myself to fulfill my task since i'm terribly down with a headache/migrain.. Damn t, it's been a while since last feel like my head's this heavy..

Again, im stuck with multiple task to complete!!! still have many things to do and many meetings to attend to..funny that got involved in this kind of scenario~huhuhU!!!Graduation is just 2 weeks away..the point here is not that, but maybe because i'll be meeting my parents, all of em.. :))

Talking bout coming month, we still have ramadhan to catch and still yet to decide whether i should go back to my hometown or not for Raya~I won't be able to spend lots of time there even if i want to..just 2 days???wut can u get out of dat???dem it!!!

btw, living alone (not really alone,but alone in some way) has really open up my eys to many things..guess im not suitable to living alone..yup,i admit that..it takes courage to admt it..haha~ the first few weeks was just normal, den it becomes somewhat crazy for me!!!i feel like i was really abandoned by evryone..silly me~hahaha!!!!neway, that's all now behind me.. Just have to endure through all this myself!!! Definitely, no one knows me better than myself, so i know my limit and i'll get pass my limit~

blablablablablabla..so, enuff for the session..have to go now..anyway, missing my blog as well!!! LoL~

~reFfz~

The New Me??!

2010-06-26T02:14:00.002+08:00

wakakakakaa~

There's nothing new about me..really..just that im proud to say that im going to graduate this year..yeahh..though my result is nothing to be proud of (for real), but i guess i should feel content to the at that im actually gonna graduate soon..

For those who never heard of it, i already started working..jus started for a month or so.. i got the job offer a couple of month before i finish my exam..yeahh,it kinda suprised me as well..cause with such a terrible result, i have job offer that soon..really thank God for it...

For that reason, I kinda finding it tough to look for a moment or two to update my blog (not like anyone's reading it anyway, LOL)..nway,to talk a bit on my work, im working in KL, KLCC to be exact..started off wit some big shit!!!hahaha~working with only one day off in weeks..makes me feel like quitting..but as long as i can stand it, i will..hahaa~

now, im hanging out in sufri's house..gonna watch football (spain vs chile) pretty soon..but im tired,still got work tomorrow..guess im just gonna watch the first half then go straight to bed..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

nway, i have much to write, much to talk on, much things to say, much feelings to express..juz couldnt find the right time to do it all..ermm, i'll update anytime in the future la on all dat things,,dats all for now..chiow~

~reFfz~

Oh Dear Life~

2010-04-28T22:30:00.004+08:00

HOW FRIENDSHIP BREAKS ???

Both Friends Will Think The Other Is Busy

And Will Not Contact Them Thinking It May Be Disturbing... As Time Passes

Both Will Think: "Let The OTher Contact First"

After That both Will Think: "Why I Should Contact First ?"

Here Your Love Will Be Converted To Hate

Finally Without Contact The Memory Becomes Weak

They Forget Each Other.

So Keep In Touch With ALL your friends And Pass This To Them...

I Don't Want To Be One Of This Kind

So Here I Am sending this To YOU....

To Say....

"Dear,

I Am Fine Here..."

"....so keep in touch with me"

Repost from this page HERE

Quickie~

2010-04-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

Life is weird..

Women are weird.. I just wouldn't understand them.. *sigh*~ Some are easy to read through, but some just don't.

But, as far as the opposite goes, I'm pretty sure women feels the same about us, men.

-out-

~reFfz~

Old friend of mine~

2010-04-26T03:45:00.002+08:00

updates, updates.. haha.. mcm posto, posto pulak.. igt crita P.Ramlee dulu2..

Few days back, ada ni saturg ex aku contact la aku balik.. mula2 aku nda tau la sapa kn, coz with the new number and tiba2 tya "remember me?".. of coz not.. deiii~ nothing much, sbb aku nda knal kan, so aku layan la dia punya msg until dia bgtau dia sapa.. odoii.. trus berat pulak jari aku mau membalas msg dia 2.. den dpt msg saying she's sorry sorry bout d past.. apa yg jadi in the past 2, abaikan la.. d point is she said sorry.. n sure i forgive her.. den msg la balik mcm besa, kejap jak la sbb i dun have much credit jgk at dat time.. im a forgiver, but i wont forget.. maybe not just me, almost all people are.. i think la..

tpp post ni bukn sbb dia, just yesterday my old friend from matric pun contact aku balik.. aik, pelik jgk la, one after another from the past keeps popping out.. tp dis friend of mine.. she's special.. dia pun aku knal time matrix 2 la jgk.. e2 pun around 2nd sem maybe.. kiranya d period kami knal nda la jgk lama.. but we seems to have known one another for years.. so, kami reminisce la crita2 lama d matrix.. n what went down after dat, sbb suddenly kami lost contact kn.. ada jgk la story behind dat tp abaikan la jgk..hahaha~ dia bilang lama sda dia mau contact aku, tp she's afraid i will ignore her for what she did.. tp kn, like i said, i really treasure my friendship with her.. even kami knal nda smpi pun satu tahun sepanjang matrix 2, tp aku rasa dia la org yg paling byk aku turn to time 2.. aihh, memories~

apa pun, feel happy for her jgk la.. she lives a happy life, i guess.. and dia start kerja suda.. we plan to meet up sometimes.. but dunno when that time will come... hehe~ whenever it is, im really looking forward to it..

aku pulak???masi stuck sni d USM, just one more paper to go..den i'll say good bye to my academic life.. hopefully so.. den, decisions2!!! 2 la part yg paling aku malas sbnrnya, sbb mau buat decision ni ndak jgk susa.. tp sometimes dia kasi susa orang lain..aiiihhhh~ nda pa la,skrg fokus dlu utk my next paper.. till my next post~

~reFfz~

The Father's Eyes

2010-04-24T04:02:00.002+08:00

This teenager lived alone with his father, and the two of them had a very special relationship. Even though the son was always on the bench, his father was always in the stands cheering. He never missed a game.This young man was still the smallest of the class when he entered high school. But his father continued to encourage him but also made it very clear that he did not have to play football if he didn't want to.

But the young man loved football and decided to hang in there. He was determined to try his best at every practice, and perhaps he'd get to play when he became a senior. All through high school he never missed a practice nor a game, but remained a bench warmer all four years. His faithful father was always in the stands, always with words of encouragement for him.

When the young man went to college, he decided to try out for the football team as a "walk-on." Everyone was sure he could never make the cut, but he did. The coach admitted that he kept him on the roste because he always puts his heart and soul into every practice, and at the same time, provided the other members with the spirit and hustle they badly needed.The news that he had survived the cut thrilled him so much that he rushed to the nearest phone and called his father. His father shared his excitement and was sent season tickets for all the college games.

This persistent young athlete never missed practice during his four years at college, but he never got to play in the game.It was the end of his senior football season, and as he trotted onto the practice field shortly before the big play off game, the coach met him with a telegram. The young man read the telegram and he became deathly silent. Swallowing hard, he mumbled to the coach, "My father died this morning. Is it all right if I miss practice today?" The coach put his arm gently around his shoulder and said, "Take the rest of the week off, son. And don't even plan to come back to the game on Saturday.

Saturday arrived, and the game was not going well. In the third quarter, when the team was ten points behind, a silent young man quietly slipped into the empty locker room and put on his football gear. As he ran onto the sidelines, the coach and his players were astounded to see their faithful teammate back so soon."Coach, please let me play. I've just got to play today," said the young man. The coach pretended not to hear him. There was no way he wanted his worst player in this close playoff game. But the young man persisted, and finally feeling sorry for the kid, the coach gave in. "All right," he said."You can go in."

Before long, the coach, the players and everyone in the stands could not believe their eyes. This little unknown, who had never played before was doing everything right. The opposing team could not stop him. He ran, he passed, blocked and tackled like a star. His team began to triumph. The score was soon tied. In the closing seconds of the game, this kid intercepted a pass and ran all the way for the winning touchdown.

The fans broke loose. His teammates hoisted him onto their shoulders. Such cheering you've never heard! Finally, after the stands had emptied and the team had showered and left the locker room, the coach noticed that the young man was sitting quietly in the corner all alone. The coach came to him and said, "Kid, I can't believe it. You were fantastic! Tell me what got into you? How did you do it?"

He looked at the coach, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Well, you knew my dad died, but did you know that my dad was blind?" The young man swallowed hard and forced a smile, "Dad came to all my games, but today was the first time he could see me play, and I wanted to show him I could do it!"

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The content here is repost from this blog : HERE

Music

2010-04-22T05:42:00.003+08:00

Quickie~

My blog seems to be missing something, so I decided to add up some music into it since im so into this music thingy...

Anyway, you guys might not love the music, but I don't really care anyway..haha~ but whatever it is, you can always stop the music using the player at the bottom of this page.. =)

Hope you enjoy the songs though..

-off- to bed..huhu..Nyte all!!

~reFfz~

From Esther~

2010-04-19T15:47:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the award pink2 @ here

1. Link and thank the person (s) who awarded you.

2. State 7 things about yourself.
3. Pass this to 15 blogger

7 things about Me@reFfz

1. I care more about my friends than myself except in certain situation.

2. My mum's a chinese and my dad's a bajau..

3. Though I have chinese blood inside me, I don't speak any Mandarin at all (not that I don't, I just don't understand), but I do speak Cantonese at times.. =)

4. I can't live without comics.

5. Im not good in making a decision. I always hesitate at a certain point.

6. I love movies and hanging out with friends. And of course I LOVE the beach~

7. I admit I go to club, I do crazy things, but I never drink. But most of my friends are,and I don't mind it at all~ :)

Okay the next receiver of this awards are:

1.Kugiyuki

2.Donovan Mujah

3.Ameehhh

4.Hannah

5.Chipsmore

6.Khasanah @ Cicik

7.Jeman @ Azman

8.Dayah @ Bentong

9.Stanley

10.Liza

AKU BANGGA AKU ORG SABAH!!

2010-04-14T14:17:00.004+08:00

ermm... aku mau post dlm bahasa aku la pulak..

baru2 ni, byk bnda dlm kepala otak aku..terlmpau banyak smpi nda tau suda pa mau pikir lagi..hahaha~skrg ni study week suda..means nex week start la suda final exam..means my final days in USM la jugak 2..nda sabar eh mau abis.. rasa2 aku akan rndu ka jugak life d uni ni arh??ermm..God knows...

dalam banyak2 benda mau pkir ni, nasib la ada jugak hiburan bole dibuat ba.. ari 2 pg futsal sma budak2 borneo, like for d last time ni...bes la jugak..rmai ni ba yg pgi..mula2 nda expect jgk begitu rmai, but d more the merrier la ba kn org bilang.. pas futsal 2, pgi lepak2 lg d kedai mamak den sambung karaoke..dei..suda karoke apa lg kn,memang melalak2 ja la di dlm bilik 2 kasi lepas sumaaaaa...hahaha~

d next day,aku pg Perda sma durg c azman,c aimi mau beli barang...balik dr sana, kna bawak lg pg karoke..LAGI!!kering la poket gini ni tau..huahuahuaaaa~ pas2 smlam pulak (d day after la 2 mksud dia), kluar melepak jap jak sma durg2 guys pg shisha..duduk2, crita2, emo2...hahaa~kunun la..

apa pun,bnda2 yg kmi buat smua pun ada la jgk kasi ilang skit serabut utak ni..haha..exam pun mcm teda2 suda pulak rasa dia skrg ni..asal pass cukup la..aiihhh..harap2 la lepas,kalo nda terpaksa lg ulang paper ni semdepan..AKU NAMAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!huhuhu

apa2 pun,skrg ni kn mimang zaman exam utk IPTA2 d cni ni..so,gud luck la 2 all of u!!! harap2 berkaler2 la keputusan kamu nnt..aku kasi AMIN jak 2..hehehe..

btw,title aku ada jgk la sikit kaitan dia sama post aku ni sbb aku post dlm bhasa feveret aku..LoL~ko nda puas ati??ada aku peduli??hahahahahahaa~ =))

~reFfz~

Today and the day after~

2010-04-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

Finally, finished my study in USM.. Just the exam to go.. 2 more papers then I'm gonna take off to some place.. random path.. whichever it leads me to..

The last couple of days have been really busy.. Assignments, mini project, test, thesis, technical report, slides presentation.. Luckily I was able to finish all of em'.. Means i'm one step closer to graduating.. The only thing that's left that bothers me now is to decide on the future.. I'm stuck between two, off to work or just continue with my study.. I though I've made up my mind.. But somehow this question arises AGAIN out of nowhere..

Others around me tells me different reasons why i should do this, and why i should do that instead.. Thanks for all the suggestions and opinions.. but the choice's mine to make.. I appreciate all your views.. But i'm not going to end up as one who would like to hear certain things from others just to make myself happier in deciding things.. I know deep inside me what i wanna do.. And maybe, just maybe, I would eventually feel a lot better if someone tell me things like "yeahh,u shud toally go for that".. But that makes me someone who doesn't have the courage to decide things on my own..

Anyway, within the next few days, I'll make the decision.. and this time it's finite!! DOT!!

~reFfz~

Get into your senses

2010-04-07T21:27:00.006+08:00

Found this while blog-hoping juz now~

At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories.

Wasting time..~

2010-04-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

Actually, i dun have much time to waste anymore..huhu~

This week suppose to be a hectic week for me..got 3 assignments to complete,1 mini project to finish and present and another viva session next week..But,whatever it is, hopefully i'll be able to finish all of them by the end of this week..and after that, only have my finals to think about..heeeee~

Ohh, btw, goodbye to Shawn Michaels after losing his match at Wrestlemania XXVI to the undertaker..huhhuuhuuu~ gonna miss watching his Sweet Chin Music!!!i'm outta here~

~reFfz~

formspring.me

2010-03-29T04:42:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/reFfz

The truth is...

2010-03-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

so, having read the title of this post, what is it that you think i would write down here?? yeahh, im asking you!!!!

Truthfully, i never would have imagined myself updating my blog every once in a while few weeks back.. Im not really into this kind of stuff really.. but i have lots and loots of stuff in mind.. I'd like to express it all in this blog.. I really do, but reality is just too cruel.. might as well just keep things to myself.. not all things but something that I put as personal.. too personal to tell.. :)

maybe i share some good stuff here.. well, good news should be share right? just recently, i've got offers to continue with my Master Degree doing research.. continuing what I've been doing for my FYP.. i never really considered that choice before since Im not into study anymore, not even for a single bit (for now).. But the offer, and the way my supervisor talk to me bout the advantages and all have really caught my attention..

Been thinking about it for the past week, coz it seems too hard to let go.. until 2 days ago it is.. something happened out of the blue that really despise me, and my interest regarding this matter just flew, *tap*, just like that with a snap of a finger.. too bad though, I asked around and some encourage me to continue, and some just said it's better for me to got to work and gain experience first.. now,the choice's all mine.. and i've made up my mind..

whatever it is, hope i'll get the support from my family to continue what i wanna do.. parents would love to see their children go far in their studies right?? But sometimes, things doesn't always work in that direction.. whatever it is, i promise im not going to let anyone down!!

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sekarang aku mau berkurapak dlm bahasa aku pulak.. aku mau mintak tolong dari everyone yg baca blog ni skrg..ya, KAU!!kau, kau, kau, kau & kau jugak!!!tolong aku k?? this is a servey~

di sini ada satu situasi, konon2 ko ni tengah in a middle of a conversation la kn sama a guy/girl..lepas conversation tu, konon2 output dia is like dis la..

happy.. check!!

senyum sendiri2.. check!

pandai terbayang rupa guy/girl tu.. check!!

tp mcm biasa la kn..dlm situation mcm ni, u never know what the other party is thinking and what they up to~

so, bnda yg aku mau mintak tlg ni gini la.. kalo kamu dalam situasi tu kan, apa yg kamu rasa suda jadi sma kamu ni??are you......

gilak??

sot??

liking him/her??

normal jak pun??

hope i got some answers...thx peeps...

*situasi ni dipetik, diedit n ditranslate dari servey by couple of my colleagues*

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btw, before i forgot.. i'm activating my FB soon~real soon.. reality knocks!! ;P

BBQ~

2010-03-22T12:42:00.005+08:00

Here are the pics during our BBQ the other day..creditz 2 our photographer, Mr Dean Griffith(btul ka ni eja,haha) and all the photographer wannabe~

Stan,fion,me & aimi(or issit Amy?nda igt ehh)

Miss Karaoke Queen,Dorsi

Mr Don yg penat memasak..haha~

Stan getting stain all over him wit Pink

Darren,clifford,pink n Jude

The celebrated people,final year students!!
(aku nmpk tgn jak,ok la 2)

orang tua yg duduk d tepi,Billy n Dee2

Fion,stan n me!

experts in bbq(and curi makan)LoL~Add n Selah

Chandi n Bryan(btul ka ni Baye?haha) all pumped up to action..

Karaoke acoustic session

Tuan rumah, Jex n master grad Jib!

Take a break from bbq'ing

Uno time!!Had fun all nyte with this game..

State Im in..

2010-03-21T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hey ya'll.. cant say i miss blogging since it hasn't been that long since my last post.. I'd like to always update my blog everyday but I'll get bored of it if I do so..typical me..

Well, this couple of days have been quite tough really.. With my reports dateline on the dot and some problems of mine.. Yup, I'm human so I do have problems.. hehe~ don't just look at me being happy all the time..

Last nyte, I went to a barbecue made to celebrate our senior who just graduated with his master degree.. Congratulations dude!! And it was for the final year students farewell party as well.. Thx for the cake our juniors..haha~ Time flows so fast I guess.. I've been complaining all this while on how slow the time is passing by.. But now, in the end, it's our time to say goodbye.. well, not in a few weeks time but still, it's soon enough..

Thinking back all the past 4 years here in Penang, people i met along the way, friends and foes I encounter.. Soon, it will all be over.. Positively, we can still meet in the future..but hell, do u believe that?? maybe..to me, everything's maybe at the moment..cant be sure...u dunno what will happen..*sigh~

Since i've spent most of my time on front of my laptop (or lappy some may call it) to finish up my report, been listening to many songs..old and new ones.. and I recall back how much I loved secondhand serenade before.. i still love this band though.. cant really call it a band since it started with only this one guy, John Vesely.. talking bout their songs, some kept repeating inside my head.. this guy surely have such strong words in his songs...

Anyway, I had a chat session with my friend last nyte..it's gud to have someone to talk with..i seldom turn to people when i had trouble, coz i hardly had one..so, for a change, I tried to turn to others and listen to their words, opinions, etc.. learned a couple of things.. so now, im trying to practice them..hope it'll work out.. 1st things first, learn to take a step backward...that's all for now..till my next post my blog~

~reFfz~

Love it or Hate it!

2010-03-16T01:44:00.001+08:00

Theory of A Deadman
"Not Meant To Be"

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I finally see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Continuition...

2010-03-15T01:30:00.006+08:00

Okay then..now as promised, I'll get back to then Battle of The Band Finals...

The show ended around 12 just now.. And indeed it ended with a bang with performance from Bittersweet.. I must say, though I never heard of them before, it seems like they're quite popular among the indie world.. And they really give one hell of a performance.. At least they're more or less in the professional groups I must say...

The five bands competing for the coveted price of the winner and price of RM500 also gives an energetic performance overall.. and the two bands i forgot about their name in the last post were The Headache and Bluetooth.. sorry bout that... :P It was a great night with a special atmosphere.. We seldom held this kind of event in the campus, so people outside can now witness with their own eyes actually that Uni Students aren't just good in their studies (that's excluding me, hahahaa), but they can also do other stuffs!!!

Okay, back to the results..drumroll please..... The price prepared by the organizer comprises of hampers, trophies and cash!!! Hampers were meant for those bands placing at number 8th to 4th place.. The cash was for the top three bands and the trophy goes to the individuals who perform the best using their instruments, and that includes the vocalist~ So, here's the results..

Best Vocalist - Sky Stalker

Best Bassist - The Echoes

Best Rhythmic Guitarist - Sky Stalker

Best Lead Guitarist - The Headache

Best Drummer - Bluetooth

Best Keyboardist - The Echoes

Congrats especially to Sky Stalker lead vocalist since he won both award for best vocal and rhythmic guitar.. Now, to the other winners~

8th Place - Klorofil(mind me if i spell this wrongly k)

7th place - Group of people from UiTM Penang(the lead vocalist's a Sabahan)-cant remember ur band name,sorry~

6th place - MO Wisdom(our very own Eng Campus band)

That's the groups that weren't able to get into the finals but their effort was very much appreciated.. Now to the top 5!!!!

5th place - 6055

4th place- The Headache

So now there's only three bands left!! They will each walk away with prize money of RM200, RM300 and RM500 respectively~

And the third place goes to Bluetooth!!! The band comprises of all Indonesians~congratz!!!

Now only left the runner-up and the winner.. It's between Sky Stalker and The Echoes!!!

And the winner is................

The Echoes!!!

means that Sky Stalker grab the 2nd place..

Congratulations to all!!! That's all from me, till my next post~

~reFfz~

Hari yang best!!tp kin takut~

2010-03-14T03:02:00.002+08:00

Ni post aku dalam bahasa yg aku rasa selesa la k?

Hari ni, aku sepatutnya bz dgn aku nya FYP..tp slalu suda kan dgn bnda ni smpi aku tau kamu yg baca blog ni pun boring suda dgr bnda ni..so, aku lepas la dr suma 2.. aku mau crita pasal bnda lain la pulak..ok ba kan??msti la ok, blog aku, aku punya suka la mau tulis apa pun...wakakakkakaka~

Pagi td aku bgn awal la knn, around 10AM kn, lepas kol kawan aku yg nda dapat, aku smbg la balik tdur smpi kul 12 gi2 la baru aku bgn balik...mcm besa, aku cek la FB aku tgk apa update baru kan.. Dalam men2 FB 2, aku dapat satu miskol dr one company that might have decided my future, aku nda sdar la ba kan sbb phone aku dalam silent mode pulak 2...huhuhu~

Petang pulak aku pg kedai phone pg amik balik phone yg rusak tu..yup!!!means aku dpt la suda balik phone aku...walaupun masi ada slight problem tp 2 kdai mau suru bayar lebih lg, konfom la aku nda mau ba... Maka aku pun bw la handphone aku lari dr sana (lepas bayar la k)..

Malam pulak, ada Battle of The Band d kampus..bes la jgk, ramau participants, from other campus as well.. ada yg dr UiTM penang, USM Induk, UNIMAP n semestinya from my campus itself..ada dalam 18 band la main.. tp dia clash pulak sama Futsal tournament malam 2..aihhh.. aku nda ikut pun futsal 2 sbnrnya, tp sbb kwn aku kurg ahli, aku tlg la jd GK diorg, for one night only..first time la jgk aku men d pdg 2 malam2, nasib ada spotlight kna pasang.. yg nda bes dia, kami lawan sama Pak Arab yg besar2 ni ba suma, n kami kalah..wakakakaakaa~sapa suru, len kali ambil lg aku jd keeper...hahahaa~berabis ni ba kna belasah...

Lepas kecewa kalah suda, balik la pg tgk Battle of The band 2...nasib masi rmai lg band yg lum perform.. ok la,bes2 ni performance dia..nda sia2 aku pg sbb bukn ada entrance fee pun.. hahaha~rmai jgk oo budak borneo yg perform.. bangga jgk la wpun bukn aku yg men kan..wakakaka~kalo ada yg triangle punya instrument 2,bole la ba aku ikut..ngeh3~

Last2, band yg masuk final utk bisuk (Ahad la 2), ada lima group jak..

1. 6055

2. Sky Stalker

3. The Echo

4. band yg ada org tua di dalam (patut durg ni kna DQ ba)

5. band dr induk yg suma asal Indonesia (mantap sehh)

Utk dua band yg aku nda igt nama 2, sorry ar..bukn apa, lupa kejap baa..dun worry, bsuk aku igt balik suda 2 nama kamu..apa pun, we'll wait till tomorrow for the Finals k??? cant wait...weeeee~

oya, btw aku td record satu lagu yg aku sendri nyanyi ba kn, tp bidak ni..wakakakka~ first time ni try2 buat gi2..dun worry la, aku bukn jenis yg org cni pggl MENCAPUB (gini ka ejaan dia ni??) @ lebih dikenali sbg Mencari Publisiti...buat suka2 jak 2...ada d YouTube yg aku tgk 2, aku natau la dia mmg nda sdar ka dia nda pndai menyanyi, bole lg dia post sana YouTube gi2 bidak??ish3~

Tp yg smart2 2, aku nda heran la..aku galakkan lg kamu post byk2, bole jgk jd sumber inspirasi kn??tp yg nda smart 2,ermmmmmmmmmmm...ba, kamu try jak la,manatau bole jd d next William Hung..

ba, apa suda aku merapu ni..hehe..k la,till my next post...bye from me..

~reFfz~

LOL

2010-03-08T19:47:00.003+08:00

I don't know what should i put for the title.. but i guess that's sufficient..

Today, I went to the school early, around 830am.. Planning on finishing my lab work all at once.. Too bad the technician in charge of the materials didn't come, he's taking the day off.. So, i have to postponed my plan till tomorrow then.. Hopefully i'll be able to finish em all by the end of the week, I mean my FYP final draft~

In the mean time, I'm more or less confuse right now.. I don't know what I did wrong, but somewhere something just doesn't sum up to what I expected.. Maybe, I'm really at fault..

I felt like my presence might just be a disturbance.. I really don't know what to do.. I wanna do something but I just don't know what that something is?? Can anyone please tell me what it is.. My mind really, totally mess up at the moment~

Lastly, just to share some good but funny news.. I got this one phone call just now asking me if I would like to receive an offer to work in a consultant firm..I was like "WOW"!!!! That was really awesome, I never would have expected myself being approached by such a company.. But the funny part is, they want me to start work immediately~ How is that even possible??????

So, I have to turn down the offer and tell them I still have my exam to think of, my FYP to finish, and my final year to enjoy~

Whatever it is, even after receiving such great offer, I didn't feel "that" happy~ "That" as in the happiness I should have felt, I mean I should really be celebrating now right?? But somehow, something just got the better of it..*sigh*~ Anyway, I'm done for the time being..chiowww~

~reFfz~

SUKAD 2010

2010-03-07T17:50:00.006+08:00

SUKAD- Sukan Antara Desasiswa.. Desasiswa is what we called asrama in High School or Campus or Kampung in certain IPTAs..

Well, this is by far my first time joining SUKAD in my 4 years in university actually.. Funny huh?? Don't ask why coz I can give reasons on why am I not joining, but most would have argue that I should just accept the fact that I'm just no good in this.. haha~

Whatever it is, after missing my Volleyball competition upon clashing with my holiday schedule, I wouldn't miss the second one, Handball (or Bola Baling in its Malay terms).

The day (Saturday, 6th March 2010) was so hot~ We have the group matches in the morning. That morning, we had 2 matches which we won comfortably (8-0 and 5-0). And as the result, we went through to the next round (Quarters). Although we did that not with some burned to the skin and bruises here and there. HAHA~

The quarter final match was scheduled at 3.30 PM the same day. Cut short to the result, WE LOST!!!!!! And it's the end of the road. It's not like we can't win against that particular team. *sigh* I can give reasons for this as well, but a lost is a lost~ It's just heartbreaking. We were supposed to be the defending champion, but we just didn't play like one.

Whatever it is, I had fun. We did give the team a fight they will remember(I think la since I left some bruise marks on some of them).

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On other story,I just wanna congratulate you for taking two awards last night during your dinner. Couldn't be there to congratulate you, but Im sure you're all smiles now as always. ;)

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Story telling part II

2010-03-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

Saya............

20th February

Been texting her for few days now.. Today, I gather all my courage and asked her out. It just came naturally from my mind to asked her out. I never would have thought that she would agreed. Been really eager to find out more about her in person. I don't want her to think badly of me though.

I fetch her up from her place. I was really nervous about meeting her. And there she was, in her dress (sorta beach attire I think), looking really stunning. OMG, my nerves were getting the best out of me. I cant really looked at her in the eyes.

So we went to the Movie, beach and dinner; not bad for a first meeting. Hehe~

At the end of the day, I think my nervous were more or less gone. We had a normal conversation finally sitting in front one another on the dining table. I think that's the longest we had eye contact throughout the day.

After the meeting was over, that was after I sent her home (though I really wanna spend more time with her actually), I was thinking, "I think I like her"..

to be continued in the final part...

..........masi lagi boring~

~reFfz~

Honesty~

2010-02-28T20:17:00.003+08:00

Honesty...Simple word with deep meanings.

One should be honest, that is to be true towards yourself and those around you. That's not too much too asked does it? We can describe the uses if this word in many kinds of situation.

Like me, I cheated before during tests and quizzes. But never did it cross my mind to cheat during the exams. Exam to me is where you can actually prove to yourself that you can really do it by yourself. Why can't people be honest to themselves by answering the exam on their own? Anyway, just an example..haha~

In building a relationship, without honesty, the outcome will be disastrous. Honesty in relationship comes in many features:

1. Be honest and tell her/him that you like them. That's a start.

2. Be honest and don't pretend that you like her/him if you don't.

3. Be honest and let them know if you feel insecure.

4. Be honest and don't keep everything inside you, that's what relationships are for; to share.

You can be honest about everything in a relationship. Some relationships ends because of honesty itself, but it's better that way that to keep pretending.

Honesty will take you far in life. People will believe in you and starts giving you their trusts!! That is one way to keep improving in life whether you're a student or an employee.

Being honest doesn't mean that you can easily be stepped on. So, live life honestly people!! :)

~reFfz~

My Best Days are Ahead of ME!!!!

2010-02-27T01:51:00.006+08:00

Music really gives inspiration!!

After watching the whole season 8 of American Idol, Danny Gokey has been my favorite!!

Though he didn't went into the final, he still's no 1 to me~ well, everyone can have their opinion right?

Words aside, let's just listen to his song here!!!

Story telling part I

2010-02-25T21:26:00.005+08:00

Saya..............................

13th February

1st day knowing her..coincidence~ Conversations starts unexpectedly. One line led to another and we end up chatting in YM~
Just simple conversations to learn bout each other. Stopped at 4AM~
In my mind that time, I was thinking, "She's a nice friend"

18th February

I've been missing my new friend for few days. I didn't saw her online everytime I switch on my YM.
Next thing I know, while I was reading comics in OneManga, i've got a BUZZ!!! It's her!!!!
Then, blablabla led to blablabla, now it's time to sign out~ I wonder when I'm going to be able to chat with her again,
so I planned on asking for her phone number.. SHIT!! I don't have the courage to do so!!!!
Seconds later, she types her phone number on the chat screen before signing out!!! :)
OMG, I was so happy that I didn't waste one more second to text her~
I was thinking then, "She's really friendly"

to be continued..

.....boring~

~reFfz~

Quickie!!

2010-02-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

あなたがいなくて寂しい気持ちになりました

hahaha~sukati jak!!

My thought~

2010-02-23T12:30:00.003+08:00

Just to let you guys know, I'm leaving for Penang this afternoon.. well, just few hours to go..

My CNY holiday in KK has it ups and downs here and there..

Anyway, i would regard this holiday as meaningful.. Hehe~ Why?? I honestly don't know how to explain it..

Sometimes, coincidence can really change everything.. Not everything as in EVERYTHING,

but major part of you just goes with the flow.. I know all of you don't understand what Im saying here.. Im lost of words I guess..

Anyway, the last couple of days here have really make my holiday worthy of me coming back to KK~ hangouts with the guys, family, new friend, old friends.. yeah, all of it!!!! Thanks~

Whatever it is, after today, I will not be as carefree as I have been all this time.. I will be completely busy and caught up with my final year project~ Hopefully it is going to be a FINAL year project rather than FOURTH year project if u get what I mean..

That's all for now, I'll be leaving after packing up just few more things.. See ya'll around~

Oh yeah,pictures!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-06T13:47:00.003+08:00

Just some random pics of me lately and what I'm up to~

Refresh!!

2010-02-06T13:32:00.003+08:00

I've been missing from this blog for quite some time now.. Been through lots if stuffs lately..

I've been making round trips from Penang to KL twice in a week.. One is for business purpose and the other just for some fun.. Initially, for the fun part we were supposed to go to Pulau Perhentian in Terengganu..Due to some circumstances, it just wasn't meant to be..

I had some wonderful moments, forgetful moments and even some never to mention again moments.. The trip was supposed to be our last (for me and my besties here in Penang), and I was hoping for it to be a trip to be remembered and cherished.. Well, sometimes the last doesn't always mean to be the best.. Enough said, better leave things as it is..

For the second trip, I went there for Site Visit..Along with Mr Shah and Dr Norazura, there were 35 of us from the School of Civil Engineering..it was nice and i felt that our bond has gotten better.~

Enough bout KL..how about me? I finally started my FYP~hehe..though I seriously doubt that I'll be able to finish my report on time..It was just around the dateline that I'll be able to finish all my experiments..so, now while waiting for my specimens to be cure, i'm fully occupied with my report..that means I'M SUPER BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!haha~

that's all for now i guess..till next post oryte~

~reFfz~

I wanna gain weight!!!

2010-01-11T07:31:00.006+08:00

berrhrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I always have this same problem each and every year.. People mentioning my physique being so skinny, or better way of express it, i'm too thin for my height.. Of course I realize that fact!!! I've been trying to gain more weight each and every day!!! All i've been doing this whole time is...........

EAT

and

EAT

and

EAT

and

EAT

................................again and again and again and AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

warrrgggghhhh...but d fact is that my body just couldn't react to all of those stuff I put into my mouth!!so, 2010 will be the year I try other methods to increase my weight and my bady fat content!!!

people, please do pray for my success okay?? I surely don't wanna end up being like diz!!!!

Looking at it is enough to make me laugh..i just cant imagine what will happen when people start to look at me the same way i look at this fella here..

~reFfz~

Lagi2 sakit!!!

2010-01-10T15:49:00.004+08:00

Haloo all..

Actually kn, aku mau update lagi further ba psl New Year ari 2.. tapi WTH kan?? punya la history suda 2.. So it's better la aku rasa kalo aku just move on dengan benda lain..
Now here I go again..

Ari ni ari Ahad suda.. kalo ikut kiraan aku, masuk ari keempat suda aku sakit.. enjoy punya enjoy dengan kawan2 aku, balik ja bilik ari 2, tba2 pulak aku sakit the next day.. punya la heran.. aku kena jangkit dengan red eyes c yohan sama batuk c uping.. punya la lama suda aku balik Penang ni, tp skrg baru kena jangkit..adedehhh....

Cakap yg pasal aku enjoy2 ari 2, aku kluar sma durg c Yohanes, Adrian, Hana and Z. Mula2 tu kami pg secret recipe..planning mau dinner konon ba sana, tp sampai2 ja sana trus durg tiba2 mau tgk wayang.. so kami just makan cake ja la sana kan.. macam besa, kalo suda pg secret recipe, nda lain nda bukan, Chocolate Indulgence la aku pg bantai...trus lepas makan cake 2 kami pg la Sunway mau cari tiket konon..smpai2 ja sana kaunter tiket masi bukak lagi, tp wayang suda start..adeh.. pdhal kami tau suda pun mmg teda midnyte show ba 2 arii, saja jak mau cuba nasib ba kan..den d same thing jugak d Megamall Butterworth, tp ni lagi sandi la sbb tutup pintu suda pun panggung dia..

Maka, lepas 2 kami pun putus asa la mau tgk wyg..den balik la pg Parit Buntar utk berkaraoke..karok satu jam ja la..pas2 kami plan mau smbung lagi karok d tempat lain sbb tmpt kami pg tu tutup kul 1am kan..time 2 around 1.15am suda..den kami decide pg Pekaka la,but sblum tu pg mkn la dulu sbb mmg lum dinner..sambil2 mkn 2 kami bershisha la kejap den tepat kul 2 baru kami pg sambung karok...

maka tamat la riwayat kesan degil..sampai sna jak la kami punya adventure malam 2..e2 la yg aku bilang td aku bgn pagi2 trus sakit 2..tp sbb aku rajin, aku pg la jgk kelas kan..mula2 aku igt nda cukup tdur jak, skali melarat pulak merah mata aku 2 smpi bisuk2..ish3..last2 pg klinik dia bg smpi 5 jenis ubat..e2 pun nda masuk lagi utk ubat batuk sama flu..huhuhu~

na, byk suda aku berkurapak..cukup2 la 2 utk skrg, mau smbg tgk Japanese drama ni lagi..ba, sapa2 yg rasa dia free, pg la tgk drama Jipoons ni yg suda aku tgk..best la jgk~

1. Buzzer Beater
2. Rescue
3. Voice
4. Ohitorisama
5. Atashinchi no Danshi

yg ni cuma list yg aku baru tgk start bukak sem ni la..enjoy reading n enjoy watching d recommended drama k?byeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~

~reFfz~

Here I go!!!

2010-01-04T05:17:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year 2010 Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup,it might be a bit late but it still valid right? I just got back from my holiday in KL with Syed, Yohan and Khairul. So, i'll just update a bit here on what we did kay?

I went there on the 30th of Dec by train from Parit Buntar and reached KL around 0630am the next day. By that time, the rest have checked in at Rescent Hotel not far from KL Monorail Station. It took me more or less 3 hours to find the hotel though while the others having sweet dreams of their own. Huhuhu~

Later in the afternoon, we checked out of Rescent and went to BB area for a place to stay, and that's when the real FUN begun for us!

If I were to write down the whole things here, it would be stressful for you readers and for me as well. So, to make things short, we had a blast!!!!! The countdown was one of the best I ever had, if not the best!! The entire BB area were full of people of different cultures and races with lots of foreigners too. People gathered around in their own group, couples holding hand, policemen on guard, some Chinese artists performing on stage, some pilaks with their own pilak's activities (spraying people around them with snow spray usually used in a party). All these sum up to a GREAT night altogether!! Though we tried our best not to get caught up in the mood and messing up our dressing with all the spraying stuff, you just couldn't resist the temptation surrounding the atmosphere at that particular time.

Anyway, that's just some of it, the rest was simply indescribable. But the night surely didn't end there for us. Anyway, let's just stop there and I'll try to update my post again in the future.

Here are some random pics taken in our hotel room before going for the countdown to 2010!!

Focus on Yohan, not me~

My Chinese blood was boiling intensely

Khai's not around that time,sorry buddy~haha

~reFfz~

aku dan sabah~

2009-12-28T03:07:00.003+08:00

BAH!!!

Starting yang bagus kan?? teda apa yg spesel psal aku punya title.. cuma mau post blog aku dalam bhasa melayu, slang(betul ka ni ejaan?) Sabah... macam nda perna buat ba kan sebelum ni...

ok!!!3...2....1......START!!!

sekarang ni aku tgh duduk2 depan laptop, tgh main Yakuza Lords,ala yg app dlm FB 2 ba..gila addicted sda aku sama game 2 ba.. hehehe... baru jak balik dari tgk Alvin and The Chipmunks 2: The Sequel.. Story dia quite ok la jgk.. The Chipmunks vs The Chipettes!!! aku dgr nama group chipmunk betina ni ba kan, punya la aku rasa yg kelucuan yg berabis!! Chipettes??? hahaaaa.. mcm CIPET jak.... all in all, i give this movie a 7/10 rating... bukan la ba maksud dia movie ni nda bestt.. cuma mcm jalan crita dia yg kehabisan idea suda ni ba... apa pun,bes la jgk tgkk,nda rugi duit aku rasa.. Ba,pa lagi??pg la bersiap trus pg cinema booking tiket!!! ooopppsss, kul 3am pulak ni kn.. ba,bsuk ja la k??

neway, aku dpt result ari 2 kan, punya la rasa yg s*it berabis!!! bukan jg la nda puas ati sma result aku.. ok la jgk,cuma terpikir knapa la aku malas btul mau stadi suda ni.. aiiihhhh... kalo aku stadi 2... ngeh3~mau start tambirang suda ni.... bukan apa la, tp aku rasa kalo aku stadi la kan, aku bole dapat apa ja pointer yg aku mau.. aku rasa la.. mngkn a bit over kan, tp that's just me!!! AKU YAKIN AKU BULIH BUAT!!!! tapi aku MALAS!!! huhu~lupakan ja la..haha....

Skrg aku masi lagi pening psal aku nya FYP!!! aku sgt busy sbnrnya, byk gilak mau urus.. even rmai yg suda start dgn durg pnya report, aku masi lagi terkapai2 berurusan dgn kilang n supervisor aku.. pa bole buat la kan.. tp aku masi jgk la ada masa utk berjoli2, utk kasi ilang stress la ba kan org bilang.. wpun aku ni nda fhm sbnrnya mcm mna perasaaan stress 2...

Lagi satu, aku nya cuti abis suda.. hahaaa~skrg musim baru lagi utk stadiii... aihhh..punya la kemalasan berabis aku rasa skrg ni... mungkin kalo aku stay lama skit d KK ari 2, hepi jgak la aku.. bukan mgkn, aku PASTI!!!!! rndu suda aku sma anak buah aku, parents aku, kazen mazen, aunti uncle, frenzz n kucing2 aku.. huhuhu~ pdhal aku teda kucing ni baaa.. huhuhuhu lagi la...

apa2 pun, cukup la stakat ni... mau btdur suda, bsuk mau bgn awal.. natau la dpt ka nda ni bgn.. haha~oya, mcm best pulak tulis guna bahasa gini ni ba... len kali aku tulis byk2 la lg guna bahasa macam ni.. hehe~bukan BI aku bgs mana pun.. grammar terbang huru hara ni... apa suda org besa bilang 2?? ANGKANG??? hahaha!!!
YABAH , AKU TAU JUGAK BI AKU TRUK!!!!!!hehehe~

ba,ok la arh??cukup2 la 2...gunyte all!!!!

~reFfz~

Xmas n New Year 2010!!

2009-12-24T19:20:00.004+08:00

Usually by this time every year,i'd be preparing myself for my Aunt's annual Xmas Eve dinner in KK. But now,m sitting here in my Campus alone in my room updating my blog while FB-ing..

Nevertheless,im wishing all those celebrating Christmas a Merry Christmas and to all,a very Happy New Year 2010!!!!

Looking back at my 2009, i've had some wonderful times n some not-so-good times.. Anyway,i'm not someone who likes to look back at things..though i am a "pendendam" (dun really know the word in english,haha)..so, for those who have done me wrong, BEWARE!!! i mean it..yes,u!!!!d one reading this right now,U!!!!!LoL~

I just wish my 2010 will be a different year.. I really hope i'll be able to graduate in time..d things dat worry me much is my FYP..nonetheless,m trying my best to make things work out between me n Dr J!!!!hopefully,it will go smoothly from now on..
Looking forward to my first job..please, let me have one.. I dun wanna be a penganggur once i go out there!!!

I like to think positive though.. I believe i'll be able to prove myself!!!yeahhh, come on!!!bring it all on~ considering my age by the end of June next year, I seriously need to put some thoughts into having a real relationship..i've tried..yes,i really have... but none of it worked out... There's just no "ME" or "YOU" in a real relationship, there's only "US"!!!i know that..i really do..........need to put that into my List for 2010~

anyway,stop the itssy,bitssy,tiny things aside..we're in the mood for Xmas n New Year, let's just enjoy the moment and forget all d bad things!!!May all of you have a pleasent year ahead!!!!!!!!!!!~

peaCe~

~reFfz~

random

2009-12-18T02:57:00.004+08:00

The days here in KK has been really enjoyable for me..i'll be returning to Penang real soon for the 2nd semester..time for some serious business there..i havent even started on my experimental FYP project..*sigh~*

hanging out in JP shisha-ing, karaoke session, watching movies, beach, lepak-ing, clubbing, showing off.....haha..d list just goes on and on..n i never had enough of all these things..i mean who would ryte?? just spending time with my budss here have made so much difference to my current state of mind..im glad i decided to came back..really~

my family members have been doing well.. ALHAMDULILLAH...m super duper happy to meet my mum and dad,siblings and relatives in KK..even my aunt and cousins from Tawau came along and make our house livelier and merrier...n my nephew, d super duper 2 years old cutie is becoming livelier every seconds..m really going to miss them all when im in Penang..

Just yesterday, me, khai, syed and yohan spend the time in khai's R35 (if u know what it is)...all that after meeting Hannah and Amy and shisha-ing in JP~showing off the car around KK was just an awesome thing to do, tho we can only do that for that one particular nyte only..haha~clubbing and driving around aimlessly while chatting among oursleves were just great..that's the first in quite a long time really we spend time together...i went back around 6am and didn't go to sleep ryte away coz need ro settle my passport problem in Mini Putrajaya~LoL.. i reached home around 2pm and went to sleep afer FB-ing~it's a long 25hours++ for me without sleep..

Supposed i'll be going to the island today with Hannah the, but i guess it won't work out since i haven't heard a word from any of them since last nyte...huhu~
kinda sick really planning things in advance...it rarely works out..maybe we should just make a plan on the spot and just do it right away..harharhar~ whatever it is, m going to have my own plan later on..need to have my getaway from the city...

m sleepy now...cudnt even think clearly now, so mind me if im writing nonsense here..weeeeeeeeeeeee~

~reFfz~

My state of mind

2009-12-10T02:36:00.005+08:00

As my title says,i'm expressing my state of mind at d moment...But before that, kurapak dulu...

Sorry to myself for not being able to update my blog from time to time..hmmm..to tell the truth,it's not that im not able to take some time to update anything..i guess i got lazy of this blogging stuff..well,actually i've always experienced these kind of situation before..cudnt get myself to love a certain things for long..here's d list of things that can only last less than a week in my schedule..

1. Games (any type of games)

2. Accessories (ring,necklace,bangle etc.)

3. Guitar lesson

4. Study time (this one last only for 2 days max except during study weeks)

5. my savings (that's why my "tabung" always end up empty)

6. hobbies (yup,i change hobbies frm time to time)

7. etc~~~~~~~

8. girlfriend (once,it really last less than a week)

Well,dats not d end of my kurapaking though..LoL..imagined how many things i can write down here since my last post (dat was like 4 months ago)..i've been through a lot in Penang during those times..some good,some bad,some wonderful times with my besties there..

I might just as well post some random pics later on just for fun..pics from my activities in Penang..one thing i miss for sure is my PALAPES activities..i've been complaining a lot during my active times..now that i've graduated,i lost my way every weekends and don't really know what to do exactly..i miss all those yelling from our officers,all d punishments,d marching,d PT,evrything!!!!

Since im now in my last term in Penang, me and my frenz were planning lots of things..hiking,adventure,anything possible..though we only managed to go hiking once to Pulau ????????????~omg,i forgot the name....it was great though..celebrated few of my friends birthday as well..it was the first time for Z though.. yeah,Zainurul aka Z...she always complained d fact that we never celebrated her birthday with her.. haha,guess it's her luck this time of the year since we're all staying back to do our FYP!!!!

talking bout FYP!!!~*sigh*-Forget it la,no use complaining now.. (-.-)

Exam!!~*double sigh*

that's about all..in general..all d details and personal things are kept in my diary..personal diary..hehe~

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Now, back to the main topic..owh???u've had enough???just stop reading then..hehe~ i dunno when my next post will be,so have to try and fit in as much as possible in this single post...

As you people would have known,im now in KK~yeah,my beloved land below the wind...did i or did i not mentioned it??hmmm~wonder...

Just got back from my karaoke session with Amy, Hannah and Sue..d others weren't able to join us..they've got their own things working out for them...neway,i've had a great time..able to spend some time in Hannah's house with her family members..n got to know few of her cousins..if im not mistaken,she has about millions of them..is it Hannah???LoL~

as for the past few days activities in KK,i figure Amy will soon post the pics we had in her blog..i'm still searching for her blog though...haha~

i've been really happy since coming back to KK..met my family,i missed them like crazy!!!juz couldn't express it in words directly..*shy*~i know they miss me 2..huhuu..hopefully,not really sure actually..hehe

I dunno why im this happy..it seems like my problems have stopped from getting to my mind..i know it will all rise back up in a few days or so,but im happy the way it is now..i cant really say my problems here..it's not like i got all my problems in Penang, but i figured being around my family (n my besties here) and staying in KK itself have really helped me get through all that difficult times..

sometimes when im alone, i tried as much as i can to understand my own situation.. i just couldn't come up with an explanation..what's d source of my problems?what's gotten into me?why have i become what i am now?what?why?when?where?HOW?

but as i said,im happy d way i am now..so,just live my life so i dun have any regrets!!

what else i wanna write??i've got many thing to write here..but better keep in my personal diary for the time being..im outta here..

~reFfz~

Holiday in KK!!!~

2009-09-29T01:23:00.002+08:00

Updates~

1. First of all, i just to let all of u know that i am still in KK~

2. I have a great Hari Raya within the past week. Not wonderful, just great.

3. Had some great moments, and some forgettable moments.

4. Have to dwell with personal problems, and addition of more problems.

5. Getting to know more people and made new friends.

6. Happy to be around my FnF!!!

7. Loving KK so very much!!!!

8. Enjoying being alone at times.

9. Getting updates of my friends.

10. Eating lots and lots of delicioussssssssss foodssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~dats all for now, don't feel like writing much ryte now..snore~

~reFfz~

Buka Puasa!!~

2009-09-14T05:56:00.008+08:00

10/09/09,Thursday,PWTC~

That's the day I'll be talking about here. The day me n my fellow USM Sabahan with the rest of the Sabahan from all the IPTs in West Malaysia have our "Majlis Berbuka Puasa" together.

This will most probably be my last gathering in the event organized by Yayasan Sabah since it's my final Year in USM. And i sure met a lot of people i knew from Matriculation College. Not forgetting to mention meeting my best friend there!! I've been going to this annual event since my second year here in USM. Though this is the first time that our university sent so many from our Engineering Campus. Credits to my Juniors who worked this out for all of us (Fauzi and Taki).

Among those I met there are Uping, Kip, Kero, Fendi, Girl, Su, Nurul and more of them whom I can't recall their name but I remember their faces. Oh, almost gorgot tomention my lil bro, Aman who was there as well with UPSI.. hehe~ And it's exciting that I met with my former primary school classmate, and this one here I can't even recall her face. Lucky enough she still remember me. Well, this is the main purpose I joined the programme in the first place. To meet all the Sabahan I can while I'm here.

Same as the years before, our Chief Minister of Sabah, Datuk Seri haji Musa bin Aman joined us again this time around. And his speech still delivers the same meaning as the years before, though this time with a different approach. LoL~ And his pantun never failed to entertained us, in a way not because it's a good pantun whatsoever, but it's better than listening to his speech about the development in Sabah and about the goods provided by the government.. For most of the attendance there, they've been listening to it every year, so we know what to expect from his speech...hehe~

If i'm going to talk bout the whole event, you readers must be bored to death, so, just look at these pictures!!! Picture tells a thousand stories, right??

~reFfz~

And finally, my personal pic~

~reFfz~

Wrestling Addiction!!

2009-09-08T17:05:00.002+08:00

I've been living in the wrestling world since I was a little boy. Seems like I still can't get rid of my wrestling addiction. Not that I feel like that's a problem though. Just look at the Americans enjoying them, a sold out arena each coming week!!!

I really cant figure out what's in their mind really. I'm really amazed with their entertainment point of view there. Every major sports having full house audience, I mean every sports except one..guess what??Ryte!!!Amazingly,it's SOCCER!!!

The most anticipated games in the world is the least interesting(maybe) sport to them. OMG, wish we have that kind of atmosphere here(I don't mean with the soccer thing), with the audience giving their all in supporting their favorite games and teams!! And I'm not trying to be sarcastic here, just giving out my point of view.

Back to the main topic, WWE!!! From the era of WWF, the rise and fall of the WCW, the confusing 6 sided ring of TNA Wrestling to the Japanese wrestling fed(cant recall it's name,Brock Lesnar's here though), I still cant get enough of all the acts and arts displayed by the wrestlers(aka actors & actresses).. Yup, I know it's all just an act, so what???!!!It's still great to watch!!!

I'm surrounded by people who told me to "grow up" for I am watching wrestling. People, take this into consideration,watching them wrestle means the same as appreciating what they're doing. It's still a sport and it's a well received sport worldwide with their own backbone to support them,the WWE Universe. So,for those who think they're grown up enough if they're not watching this,be it. I'm showing respect for the sport and if you're not down with it, i've got two words for you!!!!
SUCK IT!!!!

Out of boredom!~

2009-09-07T17:37:00.004+08:00

Just comics to brighten up your day~
Cheer up!!!~

(i found this one realy hillarious,LOL)

American Idol S8 final four updates~

2009-09-06T08:25:00.003+08:00

By Brian Mansfield, Special for USA TODAY

American Idol’s bespectacled third-place finisher, Danny Gokey, has cut a record deal with 19 Recordings/RCA Nashville, marking the first time in the show’s history that Idol’s recording arm has signed the entire final four.

Contracts for winner Kris Allen, runner-up Adam Lambert and fourth-place finisher Allison Iraheta were announced in June.

“We absolutely love Danny,” says Sony Music Nashville chairman Joe Galante, who praises the “soulful edge” in the 29-year-old singer’s gravelly voice. “We haven’t had anybody like that (in country) since Ronnie Milsap or T. Graham Brown.”

Though no producer is attached to Gokey’s album yet, he’ll go into a Nashville studio shortly after the Idols Live tour ends Sept. 15. Galante expects a single in late fall and an album to follow, most likely in March.

When Gokey was on Idol, “I was so wet behind the ears, I didn’t know where I wanted to go,” the singer says. “But I most related to the message and the music of country.”

Gokey sang three country tunes during his Idol run and is performing Rascal Flatts’ What Hurts the Most and My Wish on tour. He counts Wynonna Judd, Alan Jackson and Brooks & Dunn among his favorite country acts.

Idol’s track record as a reliable generator of mainstream hits has become more appealing as album sales continue to slide. Eleven Idol alumni now have singles in the top 40 at some radio format, and three —Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood and Chris Daughtry— are among the few acts that have sold more than half a million albums this year.

Any of Season 8’s final four could have won, and they all deserve their deals, says music consultant Tom Vickers, a former A&R executive. “Each had the chops, the personality,” he says. “Each was distinctly different.”

Last week, Allen announced via Twitter that his album would arrive Nov. 17. As he did on the show, Allen could combine blue-eyed soul and singer/songwriter pop on his album, since he’s been working with The Fray’s Joe King, Mat Kearney and R&B writers Claude Kelly and Salaam Remi.

Release dates for Lambert’s and Iraheta’s albums are planned for November but have not yet been set. Lambert has promised a mix of glam-rock and dance music in his collaborations with RedOne, Max Martin, Linda Perry and Greg Wells, and the teenage Iraheta aims for an energetic rock sound and writing with Kevin Rudolf and David Hodges.

Reminder~

2009-09-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

Need to remind myself of what's important to me in life~

1~Allah S.W.T

2~Rasulallah S.A.W

3~My Parents

4~My besties

5~My friends

6~Myself

Through hardship,through pain...
Through happiness,through joy...
Always remember to push forward..
For you are not alone..

Just a little reminder to myself..

~reFfz~

Puasa Month

2009-08-28T17:27:00.004+08:00

I juz completed my 8th day of puasa..Alhamdulillah~

During the past week, lots of things happened..good ones,bad ones...Eitherway, none of it that I will mention here..Anyway, life's kinda weird though.. When the road ahead seems to have brighten by a ray of hope, there's always junctions where you tend to be going in..I mean junctions where uncertainty presents.. Supprise, supprise....Not that it happened for the 1st time though..

When things in life seems to go out of hand, the past will always hunt you down and your aim seems to be fading away.. In fact,the whole course of things you planed will start to crumble..I've seen it,heard it and experienced it..so,don't go talking and brag about how happy your life are at the moment..somewhere inside,something's within you will always wish for more where you least expected..believe it,not everything's perfect..even a billionaire would want to wish for more money and artists wish being just a normal person!!!

Now,now...what am i "kurapaking" bout here?ahah~

back to reality please?hehe..assignments keep on coming,finish it and another will come.. cycle of life is it??blablablablabla.....all that is a routine as a student ryte..rather than complaining about it,y don't i take the time posting this to do them ryte??yeaahhh,rytee..talk about the right things to do,will everyone listen??a definite NO!!!!if not,what's the use of the law and police then??

Puasa~
2day i had a very strange dream..it was about me being in KK with my besties,u know who u r..we went out for a movie in the afternoon..and all i ever remember was me going to one shop and another and finally end up with more than 5 plastic bags of FOOD....as far as i can recall,never did I went to the movie with so much to eat..and the 5 plastic bags were juz for me ALONE,not even for my frenz...OMG!!!!!am i that hungry??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!I woke up,and all i can remember is the scent of the food i bought(in my dream laa).... weirddooooO!!!!!!!!!

lesson of the story is,don't sleep too much during fasting month..it's not good for your brain and your appetite!!!u'll wake up starving!!!

that's all for the time being..i'm outta here...

~reFfz~

Looking cool,once in a lifetime..ahah~

2009-08-19T01:48:00.004+08:00

RM250 dinner with Rm1000++ suit~wel,sometimes,something's gotta give ryte??ahah~
After so long haven't been around my best buddies for 3 years, it feels really nice to be back around them..

N the dinner weren't too bad either,but not magnificent though~
Wish we could have done something to really make d night memorable..Neway,we did sumthing i'll never forget after the dinner tho..wearing the exact same outfit and went to McDonald. yerp,mcD!!!!

Feel like a VIP for once, seeing the cashier so afraid to take our order..ahaha~I feel like a total show off though with almost full house audience in Juru mcD at that time watching our every moves..ahaha~after finished our supper,we went back with at least sumthing to remember for a long2 time(i wish)...

reFfz~

Pics from the past week~Photoshop??

2009-08-16T14:30:00.002+08:00

Saloon

Photoshop1?

Photoshop2?

Merdeka Spirit!!~

2009-08-13T20:03:00.003+08:00

Today: 13th August..

Just less than 3 weeks before Merdeka day~though to me,as a Sabahan, the real Merdeka day is on the 16th of September,which is the Malaysia Day!!! (hopefully they will make it a public holiday as well in the future..)

31st of August is drawing near, but still I see no sign of a spiritual Malaysian hanging flags or posters anywhere...blame this on the current political scenarios, blame it on the spreading of H1N1, blame it to the chaos in the parliament- blame all you want, but shouldn't we as a Malaysian be blaming ourselves instead?? (myself included)

We're drawing near to 52 years of independancy, but the spirits seems to be fading as the years passes by..have you ever asked whyyyy????? Do we have to wait every decade to make it big as it was during our 50th Anniversary????

During our country disastrous period under the rules of the communist, everyday counts..but now, even a year count of independancy doesn't seem to impress the younger generation anymore.. Maybe those who actually experienced the time period under the communists are the only ones who really appreciate the word Merdeka..

To me, the dark history of our nation cannot be erased from our history book.. As a future generation to lead this country, we should set up our spirit as high as possible to appreciate our ancestors who had put their all in fighting for our independance. Let's just engaged ourself in the Merdeka spirit and aim for a better future for our beloved Malaysia~

Variety of races,
Variety of beliefs,
Variety of thoughts,
Variety of colours.......
No matter what's the different,we are ONE MALAYSIA!!!!!!

reFfz~

A joke a day make the pain fades~

2009-08-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

10 Husbands, Still a Virgin

A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.

On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin."

"What?" said the puzzled groom.

"How can that be if you've been married ten times?"

"Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be.

Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me.

Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up.

Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver.

Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method.

Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was his job or not.

Husband #7 was in marketing: although he had a nice product, he was never sure how to position it.

Husband #8 was a psychologist: all he ever did was talk about it.

Husband #9 was a gynecologist: all he did was look at it.

Husband #10 was a stamp collector: all he ever did was... God! I miss him! But now that I've married you, I'm really excited!"

"Good," said the new husband, "but, why?"

"You're a lawyer. This time I know I'm gonna get screwed!"

p/s: Juz a joke, nothing to do with the dead or those alive... =)

When I'm bored~

2009-08-11T18:13:00.002+08:00

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.

Cikgu :
(Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?

Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!

Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat
sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna.Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi
semua masa dan keadaan.

Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!

Cikgu : Sama-sama,duduk!Dengar sini baik-baik.Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan.
Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya,kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi
perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?

Murid : Faham,cikgu!

Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.

Murid : (senyap)

Cikgu : Pandai!

Murid : kurang bijak!

Cikgu : Tinggi!

Murid : Rendah!

Cikgu : Jauh!

Murid : Dekat!

Cikgu : Keadilan!

Murid : UMNO!

Cikgu : Salah!

Murid : Betul!

Cikgu : kurang bijak!

Murid : Pandai!

Cikgu : Bukan!

Murid : Ya!

Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!

Murid : Oh Hamba!

Cikgu : Dengar ini!

Murid : Dengar itu!

Cikgu : Diam!

Murid : Bising!

Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan,kurang bijak!

Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!

Cikgu : Mati aku!

Murid : Hidup kami!

Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!

Murid : Akar lama tak tau!

Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!

Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!

Cikgu : Kamu gila!

Murid : Kami siuman!

Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!

Murid : kurang! kurang!

Cikgu : Kamu ni...!!

Murid : Kami itu...!

Cikgu : kamu ditahan sampai tengah hari!

Murid : kami dilepaskan sejak tengah malam.

Cikgu : jaga kamu!

Murid : biar cikgu.

Cikgu pon berlalu pergi dgn mke bengang....

Orang gilak~

2009-07-29T03:59:00.000+08:00

Orang Gila Juga Yg Boleh Menasihati Orang Gila

Mat, lelaki gila berumur 35 tahun baru saja terlepas dari wadnya.
Beliau lari sekuat hati kerana dikepung oleh sepasukan petugas
hospital. Tiba di tepi pagar Mat lantas memanjang satu tiang lampu
yang tinggi. Ketua unit jaga yang mengawal hospital datang dan
mengarahkan Mat turun, Mat tidak mahu turun. Datang pula pengarah
hospital, "Mat!!Turun Mat nanti jatuh", katanya. Mat tidak mahu turun juga.

Dipanggilnya pihak bomba, "Mat! Turun Mat, kalu ndak kami potong
tiang lampu ni" kata seorang pegawai bomba sambil mengacu-acukan
gergaji elektrik di pangkal tiang lampu itu., Namun Mat tidak
bergerak pun untuk turun. Dipanggilnya pihak polis, "Mat turun
Mat!"teriak seorang sarjan polis, kalau kau nda turun nanti kami
bom tiang ini dan kau mati!!Turun Mat!. Mat tidak turun-turun juga.

Lama-lama pengarah hospital pergi berjumpa dengan Man, seorang teman
Mat dalam wad gila itu kalau-kalau dia boleh membantu.
"Man!Harap-harap Man boleh tolong turunkan Mat dari atas tiang
lampu"Tolonglah Man ya!

Jawab Man"Ohhh!!!Itu senang jak" Lalu Man dibawa kepada tiang lampu
itu.

Setibanya di situ, pengarah hospital pun berkata, "Man! Man nak pilih alat yang
mana? Sama ada gergaji atau pun bom itu. "Ahh!Man nak gergaji!"

Baiklah! Ambillah gergaji itu.
Lalu Man mengangkat gergaji dan mengacu-acukan pada pangkal tiang
lampu itu. Man pun berteriak, "Hoi Mat!!!Bgs ko turun, kalau ko nda
turun aku tebang tiang lampu ni!!Ko turun cepat!!"

Mendengarkan amaran itu Mat yang berada hampir 3 jam di atas tiang
itu pun turun dengan pantas lalu ditangkap oleh para petugas
hospital. Pemberita pun datang menemubual Mat. "Kenapa Mat turun bila Man datang
sedangkan bomba dan polis datang Mat nda turun?

Jawab Mat; "Polis ka bomba ka, dorg nda akan buat!Tapi Man ni
bila dia cakap tue dia akan buat sebab Man tu GILA!

updates~

2009-07-29T02:26:00.004+08:00

It's been 18 days since i'm back to Penang. To me, there's still no change whatsoever here. Just some new students coming out.

But I'm not going to talk about that now. I'm struck with flu, fever and cough. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeahhh!!!i know what ure thinking!!!H1N1!!!! The last couple of days have been rough for me and everyone in the campus. There's almost 20 people being quarantine of suspected influenza A cases. 20???!!!WHY HAVEN'T THEY SHUT DOWN THE BLOODY CAMPUS!!!!!!!!

As for me,don't worry fellas. You don't have to try to avoid me. i'm not onfected by it..i say it again, I'M NOT!!!i'm H1N1 free!!!!yeahhhhhhH!!!well, the result for those 20 something people will come in today(29/07). Guess, they're waiting to confirm the result before they make a decision to evacuate the campus.Hopefully it's not too late..fufufufu~

Anyway,till then..let's just hope for the best!!! =)
i'm outta here~

reFfz~

Jealousy

2009-07-27T13:14:00.002+08:00

Definitions

As with many of relationship topics, a certain amount of attention to what we mean by particular words is helpful and often necessary when discussing jealousy.

It is important to distinguish jealousy from envy. To oversimplify, jealousy is angry, envy is wistful. Jealousy is destructive, envy rarely is.

Insecurity, as used below, just means a lack of security. It does not imply that the insecure person is bad, or good. It does not imply that the insecurity is warranted or unwarranted. It simply means that the person is not secure, either in themselves, their relationship, or what have you.

Jealousy is Insecurity

This is an important point. Feelings of jealousy always appear to stem from one's sense that something about their life is not secure, e.g., is uncertain or in danger.

Several readers have objected to this particular point because they believe that insecurity is necessarily pejorative. That's not what I mean by the word. (I'd love a better word, but I don't have one.) It could be that this lack of security is very well founded--that the partner is about to run off with 'the other woman'. Is it okay to be bothered by that? Of course it is.

In some cases, the insecurity is not founded on realistic dangers to the relationship. If that is really the case, then you (the jealous partner) may wish to consider where your insecurities are coming from. Solving those sorts of insecurities isn't easy, but until you do you'll continue to face those feelings.

Since we tend to become more secure in relationships as they become more stable with time, you may find that time is your ally in dealing with jealousy.

Don't Deny Jealousy, Deal with It

Okay, let's say you've found that you are jealous. It's not going to be easy, but what can you do to solve it?

One of the biggest mistakes you can make is to try and hide it (in the long term, that doesn't mean you have to display it at the moment you feel it.) Jealousy is usually a signal of something needing fixing, and ignoring that usually only makes things worse.

Instead, I would suggest asking yourself "What do I feel insecure about?" Do I feel unattractive or uninteresting myself? Do I doubt the other persons love for me? Their physical attraction? Do I doubt that I can have the type of relationship I want?

Once you've figured out what the core discomfort is, then it's appropriate to ask yourself if your fears are well-founded. If it is, perhaps talking to your partner about what you are afraid of and why you believe your fears are well-founded makes sense.

A different case is where you are pretty sure that your fears are unwarranted, but you just feel insecure (often about yourself more than the relationship) anyhow. That, in my experience, is a more difficult case, and it's hard to know precisely what to do about it, but I have been there, and part of what worked for me lies in the story behind the next item....

courtesy of Joe's secret Life

Good vs Evil

2009-07-25T12:51:00.003+08:00

"There is nothing too good to be true."

"You can change the name of good and evil, but you will still wind up talking about good and evil, just using different terminology."

"The basic difference between good and evil is this: Good is that which takes us forward on the path of spiritual evolution toward greater freedom, livingness, intelligence, light and love. Evil is that which takes us back into the past to lesser freedom, lesser livingness, lesser intelligence, light and love. "

"The number of bare breasts available for the public gaze is far from an effective measuring rod for evil."

"Both labor and money are only evil if they are directed toward a destructive end."

"All energies and creations vibrating in their pure state are good."

"Lower magic is like money through which is neither good or evil in itself, but can be used in either direction."

"Every organization, no mater how good and pure its origins, will experience cycles of corruption and could justly be called evil if only a snapshot in time were observed."

"If we judge good and evil merely because some authority proclaims it so, we will be lead astray time and time again."

"A desire to achieve abundance is not inherently evil and often has nothing to do with greed."
"The reason our definition of good and evil changes over the ages is because our capacity to understand and experience freedom changes."

"Now in this age, our ring pass not has expanded; and our view of good and evil has also moved to a higher level. Today, the closest thing to an ancient tribe would be a cult. A cult, which is tightly controlled by a leader who makes all personal decisions for members, is considered evil. In this age, controlling your own evolution and destiny is considered good."

"Escape from an unfair prison into greater freedom for service is never evil."

"All good becomes a great evil when implemented by force."

"The only good that came out of World War II were the lessons we learned because the forces of good were triumphant."

"To say that there is no evil is to say that a creation cannot be destroyed. To say there is no evil is to say that there is no friction. To say there is no evil is to say that all progress is smooth with no hindrances ever showing up. To say there is no evil is to say that we are not living in a world of dualities, that there is no day or night, no form or space, no feeling or thought."

"Both good and evil serve as part of divine purpose."

"When we see evil as a form of error, I think we must admit that we all make mistakes now and then, so good and evil in this context certainly does exist."

"Evil does not manifest as a killer demon tearing everything in its path from limb to limb, but evil can manifest in all spheres and places."

"A cashless society by itself is not good or evil. The nations should not be forced to become cashless, but neither should they be forced to not go this direction if they so choose."

"Good eventually dominates because intelligence gravitates to good more than evil."

"When the good prevails the majority benefit, not only among those who win in the conflict, but among those who lose."

"When evil prevails only a handful in power benefit on the winning side."
"When free will is minimized through tyranny and fear neither the good nor the evil within the individual is allowed demonstrate themselves."

"The pendulum of material existence continually swings back and forth between good and evil, but the key to the understanding of the principle lies in the knowledge of the fact that the pendulum itself is in horizontal motion from left to right, thus causing the concepts of good and evil in the mind of man to be continually readjusting."

"The ultimate criteria for defining good and evil in the affairs of man is the final outcome of the directions taken."

"All forces, powers, and energies are neither good nor evil in themselves. They are completely neutral, but only become good or evil when they are intelligently directed."

"One of the reasons the powers of darkness can gain a foothold on the earth is because of the ignorance of other people concerning good and evil."

~Believe~

2009-07-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

"The reason man may become the master of his own destiny is because he has the power to influence his own subconscious mind."
Napoleon Hill

"Believe in yourself! Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy."
Norman Vincent Peale

"If I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning."
Gandhi

"So if you have a dream then just believe that you can achieve it no matter what. Even when you can't feel deep in your heart any words of encouragement, just believe in your dream and your heart will finally show you the way."
Shuchi Gupta, from Believe in Your Dreams and Yourself!

"Don't feed your mind with negative thoughts. If you do, you will come to believe them."
Catherine Pulsifer, from What We Believe Becomes Who We Are

"Believe while others are doubting."
William Arthur Ward, from Believe while others ….

"Believing in yourself is not for you; it's for every person who has touched your life in a significant way and for every person your life will touch the same way five minutes from now, or five centuries from now."
Jaye Miller

"Believe in rewards that await you, believe in the harvest in store.
Wish Belkin

"I believe that life is a journey, often difficult and sometimes incredibly cruel, but we are well equipped for it if only we tap into our talents and gifts and allow them to blossom."
Les Brown

Manglish??

2009-07-19T23:05:00.003+08:00

English and Malay are 2 totally different languages. The vocabulary for both languages is extremely vast. And when it comes into the grammar interpretation, you’ll find it very hilarious when you try to translate Malay sentences to English in a direct way(ie; direct translation). Here’s a good example to look into.

CASE:

Tija ingin break up dengan boyfriendnya yang Mat Salleh melalui email. Ini adalah kandungan email tersebut:

“Hi. My motive write this mail to give you know something. I want to cut connection us.

I saw you play three wood in front my eyes. So, I break connection to pull my body from this love. I have think about this cook cook. I know I clap one hand only.

I don’t trust you again! You really crocodile land! I don’t want you to play with my liver. I have been crying until no more eye water. I don’t want banana fruit two times. Safe walk!!

Yours truly,

Tija
“

So, the moral of the story is, think of it yourself…~hahahaha!!!

reFfz~

What's the significance of life? Who are we?

2009-07-19T14:49:00.003+08:00

Is human life just a dream, from which we never really awake, as some great thinkers claim? Are we submerged by our feelings, by our loves and hates, by our ideas of good, bad, beautiful, awful? Are we incapable of knowing beyond those ideas and feelings?

Listen to Shakespeare and Joseph Conrad:

We are such stuff
As dreams are made on, and our little life
Is rounded with a sleep…
William Shakespeare, The Tempest (Folger Shakespeare Library)

A man that is born falls into a dream like a man who falls into the sea.
Joseph Conrad, Lord Jim (Penguin Classics)

Is the reality we know a reality imposed to us by nature? Is the reality and the meaning of life a creation of men, such as music, or love or colors (science tells us that there isn't such things as music, harmony or colors in the physic world. Just traveling molecules: «There is not, external to us, hot or cold, but only different velocities of molecules; there aren’t sounds, callings, harmonies, but just variations in the pressure of the air; there aren’t colours, or light, just electro-magnetic waves», said H. Von Foerster.).

Are we - and all living beings - just «survival machines, blindly programmed to preserve the selfish molecules known as genes», as Richard Dawkins states? Are we incapable of knowing beyond the frames imposed to us by nature?

Is there any significance for life in a Universe of billions of stars that ignore us? Is there any significance for life in an Universe whose dimensions and nature overcome our understanding?

Listen to the words of Pascal, in the seventeenth century:

«When I consider the short duration of my life, swallowed up in the eternity that lies before and after it, when I consider the little space I fill and I see, engulfed in the infinite immensity of spaces of which I am ignorant, and which know me not, I rest frightened, and astonished, for there is no reason why I should be here rather than there. Why now rather than then? Who has put me here? By whose order and direction have this place and time have been ascribed to me?»
Pensees (Penguin Classics)

All in all,it's up to an individual to give the meaning of life itself...

reFfz~

2009-07-19T13:36:00.002+08:00

New York-New York!!!

Hannah's Treaty!!~

before Terminator!

Kaamatan Celeb!!

reFfz~

After a while!~

2009-07-18T15:30:00.004+08:00

3.43pm~

where was i in my previous post???
o yeahh,we came back from Kundasang..dats d end of it..to the next part!!!

3.Birthdays!!!!!~

When i write birthdays,dat means it 's not only me...1st off,it's amy's!!!!aahah~
-suprise plan
-we supposed to hang out together with d soon to b bday girl.But we told her we're all unavailable at dat timee..
-and b4 midnyte......Jeng3x!!!!!!!!!!!with d help of a great act from Hannah...yeahhhhh~
-amy mandi telur and tepung laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...heheeee
-we had a great time together!!all of us~!!!!

2nd,it's Yohan's..
-we din make a plan d entire day..
-met him in cathay cinema wit Khairul Azrin..hmmm???
-they went there to watch Transformerss..too bad,we're really busy dat day,so cudnt hang out as usual!!

3rd~mua's!!!
-went out wit my family d entire day!!
-hanging out wit d guys n watch movie??was it??
-d next day,hang out wit my USM Sabahan frenzz!!!!yo,adrian,pink!!!!thx a lot guys for the nyte,d cake n d karaoke session!!!!!really meant a lot!!!!
-after a few days,we went to Hannah's lepak2 as usual...tHen,went to d beach to meet up wit bel them..den,d bad news came!!!!!!TEPUNG!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
-we started throwing flours all over the place!!!me n yohan was d first of coz as to celebra8 our belated bday!!
-n too bad for them,im not juz going to let them get away wit it...ahaha..n all of us were covered in flours in d end..hehe~tHx Hunnah 4 d cake!!n all of u guys: Syed,yo,sue n bel(amy,yuq n sof unavailable~)

Well!!!guess dats all i wanna post..m kinda lazy to update my blog so m not going to write much~
piczz will be post l8er......c ya!!

reFfz~

more updates from mua~

2009-07-05T22:59:00.004+08:00

it's 11.o6pm~

last nyte was one hell of a nytee..it's a blast really..neway,let's start from way before that ryte??

as i said before,i was doing my practical here in kk ryte??now,it's all over and done with..yeahhhh~dats d good part(tho m a bit sad about dat)..d not so good news s dat i have to return to Penang A.S.A.P!!!!!!however,like usual,my ticket back is 1 week afterr..ehehee~don't get me wrong,i did dat to save my budget ok..i can save up to RM150 by doing so!!!!!

1st~PRACTICAL!!!

-good
-nice bunch of people
-experience
-time constraint
-dateline
-AutoCAD
-Esteem
-IR
-site visit
-Holy Prison???ahah~
-warm surrounding
-chix??
-soft skills
-notes & library
-Klinik??

ahahaa~all of these things stateord here are very much related to me in my 10 weeks period with d company..guess not many would understand what that means but they really are meaningful to me!!!so much!!!!!

so long these past ten weeks,i won't forget my time there!!!!

2nd~road trips!!!

yerp,we have one...we went to Kundasang by car..all six of us..actually,there supposed to be more of us,but some cudnt join....sad~

mE,syed,yo,yuq,hannah,amy.....it's a sudden plan and lucki;y we were able to actually make it happened..ahaha..dat's a lesson 4 us,NEVER plan things in advance,plan it at d eleventh hour!!!!

i make my move from my crib at 7am...n guess wat time we actually make our move to Kundasang???10.30am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeahh,luckily for my i've got company..but this one person waited for full 3 hours at his house alone!!!!huhu~feel sory for him..do i??HHAHAHAAHA~LEK BA KO YO...HEHE

Yuqi d last to confirmed she'll join us..Hannah's not feelig too well dat particular morning,n i know d reason y..ahahah~amy juz got bak from Sandakan d same day at 2am,n still able to join us..tHx ameyyy!!!!syed's been yearing to make this trip,same with me..yo actually followed ater we force him 2..ahaha~dats how we gathered evry1..

ok..dun hv to tell evrything..juz sum gud ones:
-yohan minum air cuci sudu..ahaha
-yuq bw pg ruma nenek dia(tapau mknn free as well)
-we ate ice cream time sejuk2
-syed tidur almost all the way up to Kundasang
-d 3 girls nda abis buat bising!!!ahaha~dats wat i luv bout them
-"JANGAN PIJAK SAYA NANTI SAYA MATI" signboard~
-camwhoring all d time!!!

then,after all dat,we went back to kk with yuq driving this time...had some lokan bakar then meet up with sue in tanjung aru beach...like usual,sit there n talk about the past,present n future...serious things,stupid things,not so good things...yeah,we talked almost bout everything!!!!ahahah~dats us!! =)

~to be continue..............

Life in KK!!!!!~

2009-06-07T16:40:00.002+08:00

yeahhhh...m spending my time in Uping's house at the moment..Free internet(he's paying though) to update my blog..ahahhaa~

1.Amy's gone..For her practical in Kinabatangan at the moment.

2.Hannah's back from her graduation in KL!!!Congratzzzz basiiiI!!!!

3. Belle's back as well..From her holiday in KL with FnF~

4.Yohan now have work to do..been offered a job in IT~yeahhh,cant wait for his 1st pay-check,belanjaaaaaa!!!!hahahaah~

5. Yuq's been a frequent company this time around..not too busy anymore(unlike last tyme)ahahaha~

6.Suf's back as well!!doing his practical here..

7.Met Syazwi recently(just yesterday to be exact),he's gotten bigger yet again..hahaha~

8.punyaa best kamiii berenjoy2 d kk...amy,jan jeles,kami makan2 d ruma syed ja ni slalu....hhahahaah~

9.My practical's going smoothly as well..not too bad n i've learned many new thingsss!!!!! =P

10.havent meet up with the rest of the guys..Ridhwan,KO,Safwan,Sabry dan lain2!!!!!!will meet up with them soon..

11.actually,byk ba ni mau ckp...huhuhuuU~but i dun have enough time...fufufufuffuuuuu~~~~~

enough for now..later i'll post more picz here for you to view(amy,ko ja yg tau aku post2 ni aku rasa)....

reFfz~

Updates from Me!~

2009-05-26T11:08:00.004+08:00

it's the start of my 5th week LI"ing"...didnt even realized my time here in KK flows like freaking waterfall!!~

I've celebrated numerous birthdays during my stay here..n im happy for all of em..especially my bestest fren's bday~ahaha~it sure is nice seeing all their happy faces!!!this is what i've always wanted to feel,to be beside them,being myself...

oopsss..my boss is here..gotta go..will continue later..huhu~sorry guys!!!!!

Blogging in KK~

2009-05-02T15:13:00.002+08:00

Yeah..my 1st time blogging in kk..now im back to the place where i truly feel ME!!!!It does't mean im not being myself if im elsewhere..juz dat i feel more comfortable being here..

Well,ive started my practical since last Monday..my 1st day was a BLAST!!!!yerp,juz sitting there not knowing what to do was a real blast..ahahaah~I expect to be given a task i could handle,but i got something im not familiar with in the end.. n if im not mistaken,it was on my 2nd day of work that i finally able to meet up with my fellow besties here in KK!!!tHx Hannahhhhh for the cabonara n the cookies!!!love it!!!!~hopefull ure not reading diz coz nnt kembang semacam ja idung 2..kakakahahah~

Amy,hannah,yuq and yohan..not many of them left in kk but in no time more will jois us i guess!!!!been too busy lately and caught up in my practical that i hardly found free times to hang out with all of them...

Though i wanna write more here,m running out of time here..hehe~yeahh,m in CC!!!no more internet access at home..so,no more on9ing 24-7!!!!guess,dats about it for now..will try to find some time to update my profile from time to time peopleeee~

p/s:Amy,mcm mana jgk ko bole jmpa ini tempat??????????ahaha~

Exams review!!

2009-04-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

Finally,diz semester exam are all over with..M done with all d designs, polar bear eyes n this whole shitty attendance thingy!!!!(well,juz for a while tho...huhuhh~)

Exams dis semester weren't as hard as i tot it would be..but it's still hard n i cudnt answer them..seems like my result will surely come crashing diz time around..things aren't going d way i wish they would be around me...with all d problems coming like a heavy rainfall(reminds me of hydrology~kahkah),and my own personality start to crumble n fail(again,reminds me of design~),i hope for nothing more than a peaceful lyfe ryte now..

No matter wat i wish for now, i know it wudnt come true!!hell no it wud..my practical is juz days away,what elese cud i expect???BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSY all d way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to my exams,my last paper is THE WORST!!!!!!!yeah, i mention it in my first blog,it woulsn't be as hard as the other papers..HELL YEAH it was!!!!!!with all d blanks to filled in n yet i left it blank as a new clean sheet of A4 paper~think it's d worst paper i have in a long time..(my worst wud be during SPM-biology paper)

Well,m looking forward to my holiday now..what's done is done..no way i can turn back in time to change all that~juz hope all d exam results for diz semester will be stolen by some guys who had even much worse exams than i had..kakakakakaa~with dat,i can sit back n relax waiting for d new sem to come..............................but WAIT!!!if dat really happen,i wud have to repeat my semester ryte???NONONOOOOO!!!!!curse whoever thinking of doing such things!!!!!curse u man!!!!!!!!!

n so,the story goes on and on......................in conclusion,my exam's a nytemare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!huhuhu~~~~~
-out-

~reFfz~

Getting started..

2009-04-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

Now,my first post here~

Never thought of having a blog of my own b4..was browsing through others' blogs when i tot of having one myself...As far as things are now,i dun think i'll be able to keep updating my blog from time to time..it's all about availability of internet wherever i am..ahaha~

People,u dun wanna get to know me closer..i doubt any of u will except for few of my krazyyyy frenzzz cz they're used to my stubbornness!!So,if by any chance u come across my blog or by chance ure reading diz,think twice before reading any further~ahahaha....

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Well,seems like u continue reading after all huh..hahaa..doubt any1 will take my words seriously...huhuhu~

OK!!back to my story..my last exam paper is tomorrow!!!!!yeahh,been waiting for diz like ages!!
Not dat m takin d paper lightly,but comparing it to my other papers,it's not dat hard..ahaha~
N most importantly,d day after,m going back to my hometown baybehhh!!!!ahahahah~yeahhh,cant wait to go bak people....but m not going bak for fun as usual though..got some serious works to attend to~huhuhu~

i'll keep diz short for now...hopefully will be able to update more frequent..wish me luck ya'll for tomorrow!!!

reFfz~

Getting Through Me!!!~

Foolish!!

Insight

1,2,3...

Rest of My Life- Bruno Mars

babbling mouth!!

First Post since Long Missing~

keeping it REAL!!

Posto2~

The New Me??!

Oh Dear Life~

Quickie~

Old friend of mine~

The Father's Eyes

Music

From Esther~

AKU BANGGA AKU ORG SABAH!!

Today and the day after~

Get into your senses

Found this while blog-hoping juz now~

Wasting time..~

formspring.me

The truth is...

BBQ~

State Im in..

Love it or Hate it!

Continuition...

Hari yang best!!tp kin takut~

LOL

SUKAD 2010

Story telling part II

Honesty~

My Best Days are Ahead of ME!!!!

Story telling part I

Quickie!!

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My thought~

Oh yeah,pictures!!!!!!!!!!!

Refresh!!

I wanna gain weight!!!

Lagi2 sakit!!!

Here I go!!!

aku dan sabah~

Xmas n New Year 2010!!

random

My state of mind

Holiday in KK!!!~

Buka Puasa!!~

Wrestling Addiction!!

Out of boredom!~

American Idol S8 final four updates~

Reminder~

Puasa Month

Looking cool,once in a lifetime..ahah~

Pics from the past week~Photoshop??

Merdeka Spirit!!~

A joke a day make the pain fades~

When I'm bored~

Orang gilak~

updates~

Jealousy

Definitions

Jealousy is Insecurity

Don't Deny Jealousy, Deal with It

courtesy of Joe's secret Life

Good vs Evil

~Believe~

Manglish??

What's the significance of life? Who are we?

After a while!~

more updates from mua~

Life in KK!!!!!~

Updates from Me!~

Blogging in KK~

Exams review!!

Getting started..

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