Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Oh Dear Life~


Dear friends do you Know

Both Friends Will Think The Other Is Busy

Dear friends do you Know

And Will Not Contact Them Thinking It May Be Disturbing... As Time Passes

Dear friends do you Know

Both Will Think: "Let The OTher Contact First"

Dear friends do you Know

After That both Will Think: "Why I Should Contact First ?"

Dear friends do you Know

Here Your Love Will Be Converted To Hate

Dear friends do you Know

Finally Without Contact The Memory Becomes Weak

Dear friends do you Know

They Forget Each Other.

Dear friends do you Know

So Keep In Touch With ALL your friends And Pass This To Them...

Dear friends do you Know

I Don't Want To Be One Of This Kind

Dear friends do you Know

So Here I Am sending this To YOU....

Dear friends do you Know

To Say....

Dear friends do you Know


I Am Fine Here..."

Dear friends do you Know

" keep in touch with me"

Dear friends do you Know

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Tuesday, April 27, 2010


Life is weird..

Women are weird.. I just wouldn't understand them.. *sigh*~ Some are easy to read through, but some just don't.

But, as far as the opposite goes, I'm pretty sure women feels the same about us, men.



Monday, April 26, 2010

Old friend of mine~

updates, updates.. haha.. mcm posto, posto pulak.. igt crita P.Ramlee dulu2..

Few days back, ada ni saturg ex aku contact la aku balik.. mula2 aku nda tau la sapa kn, coz with the new number and tiba2 tya "remember me?".. of coz not.. deiii~ nothing much, sbb aku nda knal kan, so aku layan la dia punya msg until dia bgtau dia sapa.. odoii.. trus berat pulak jari aku mau membalas msg dia 2.. den dpt msg saying she's sorry sorry bout d past.. apa yg jadi in the past 2, abaikan la.. d point is she said sorry.. n sure i forgive her.. den msg la balik mcm besa, kejap jak la sbb i dun have much credit jgk at dat time.. im a forgiver, but i wont forget.. maybe not just me, almost all people are.. i think la..

tpp post ni bukn sbb dia, just yesterday my old friend from matric pun contact aku balik.. aik, pelik jgk la, one after another from the past keeps popping out.. tp dis friend of mine.. she's special.. dia pun aku knal time matrix 2 la jgk.. e2 pun around 2nd sem maybe.. kiranya d period kami knal nda la jgk lama.. but we seems to have known one another for years.. so, kami reminisce la crita2 lama d matrix.. n what went down after dat, sbb suddenly kami lost contact kn.. ada jgk la story behind dat tp abaikan la jgk..hahaha~ dia bilang lama sda dia mau contact aku, tp she's afraid i will ignore her for what she did.. tp kn, like i said, i really treasure my friendship with her.. even kami knal nda smpi pun satu tahun sepanjang matrix 2, tp aku rasa dia la org yg paling byk aku turn to time 2.. aihh, memories~

apa pun, feel happy for her jgk la.. she lives a happy life, i guess.. and dia start kerja suda.. we plan to meet up sometimes.. but dunno when that time will come... hehe~ whenever it is, im really looking forward to it..

aku pulak???masi stuck sni d USM, just one more paper to go..den i'll say good bye to my academic life.. hopefully so.. den, decisions2!!! 2 la part yg paling aku malas sbnrnya, sbb mau buat decision ni ndak jgk susa.. tp sometimes dia kasi susa orang lain..aiiihhhh~ nda pa la,skrg fokus dlu utk my next paper.. till my next post~


Saturday, April 24, 2010

The Father's Eyes

This teenager lived alone with his father, and the two of them had a very special relationship. Even though the son was always on the bench, his father was always in the stands cheering. He never missed a game.This young man was still the smallest of the class when he entered high school. But his father continued to encourage him but also made it very clear that he did not have to play football if he didn't want to.

But the young man loved football and decided to hang in there. He was determined to try his best at every practice, and perhaps he'd get to play when he became a senior. All through high school he never missed a practice nor a game, but remained a bench warmer all four years. His faithful father was always in the stands, always with words of encouragement for him.

When the young man went to college, he decided to try out for the football team as a "walk-on." Everyone was sure he could never make the cut, but he did. The coach admitted that he kept him on the roste because he always puts his heart and soul into every practice, and at the same time, provided the other members with the spirit and hustle they badly needed.The news that he had survived the cut thrilled him so much that he rushed to the nearest phone and called his father. His father shared his excitement and was sent season tickets for all the college games.

This persistent young athlete never missed practice during his four years at college, but he never got to play in the game.It was the end of his senior football season, and as he trotted onto the practice field shortly before the big play off game, the coach met him with a telegram. The young man read the telegram and he became deathly silent. Swallowing hard, he mumbled to the coach, "My father died this morning. Is it all right if I miss practice today?" The coach put his arm gently around his shoulder and said, "Take the rest of the week off, son. And don't even plan to come back to the game on Saturday.

Saturday arrived, and the game was not going well. In the third quarter, when the team was ten points behind, a silent young man quietly slipped into the empty locker room and put on his football gear. As he ran onto the sidelines, the coach and his players were astounded to see their faithful teammate back so soon."Coach, please let me play. I've just got to play today," said the young man. The coach pretended not to hear him. There was no way he wanted his worst player in this close playoff game. But the young man persisted, and finally feeling sorry for the kid, the coach gave in. "All right," he said."You can go in."

Before long, the coach, the players and everyone in the stands could not believe their eyes. This little unknown, who had never played before was doing everything right. The opposing team could not stop him. He ran, he passed, blocked and tackled like a star. His team began to triumph. The score was soon tied. In the closing seconds of the game, this kid intercepted a pass and ran all the way for the winning touchdown.

The fans broke loose. His teammates hoisted him onto their shoulders. Such cheering you've never heard! Finally, after the stands had emptied and the team had showered and left the locker room, the coach noticed that the young man was sitting quietly in the corner all alone. The coach came to him and said, "Kid, I can't believe it. You were fantastic! Tell me what got into you? How did you do it?"

He looked at the coach, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Well, you knew my dad died, but did you know that my dad was blind?" The young man swallowed hard and forced a smile, "Dad came to all my games, but today was the first time he could see me play, and I wanted to show him I could do it!"


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Thursday, April 22, 2010



My blog seems to be missing something, so I decided to add up some music into it since im so into this music thingy...

Anyway, you guys might not love the music, but I don't really care anyway..haha~ but whatever it is, you can always stop the music using the player at the bottom of this page.. =)

Hope you enjoy the songs though..

-off- to bed..huhu..Nyte all!!


Monday, April 19, 2010

From Esther~

Thanks for the award pink2 @ here

1. Link and thank the person (s) who awarded you.
2. State 7 things about yourself.
3. Pass this to 15 blogger

7 things about Me@reFfz

1. I care more about my friends than myself except in certain situation.

2. My mum's a chinese and my dad's a bajau..

3. Though I have chinese blood inside me, I don't speak any Mandarin at all (not that I don't, I just don't understand), but I do speak Cantonese at times.. =)

4. I can't live without comics.

5. Im not good in making a decision. I always hesitate at a certain point.

6. I love movies and hanging out with friends. And of course I LOVE the beach~

7. I admit I go to club, I do crazy things, but I never drink. But most of my friends are,and I don't mind it at all~ :)

Okay the next receiver of this awards are:
2.Donovan Mujah
6.Khasanah @ Cicik
7.Jeman @ Azman
8.Dayah @ Bentong

Wednesday, April 14, 2010


ermm... aku mau post dlm bahasa aku la pulak..

baru2 ni, byk bnda dlm kepala otak aku..terlmpau banyak smpi nda tau suda pa mau pikir lagi..hahaha~skrg ni study week suda..means nex week start la suda final exam..means my final days in USM la jugak 2..nda sabar eh mau abis.. rasa2 aku akan rndu ka jugak life d uni ni arh??ermm..God knows...

dalam banyak2 benda mau pkir ni, nasib la ada jugak hiburan bole dibuat ba.. ari 2 pg futsal sma budak2 borneo, like for d last time ni...bes la jugak..rmai ni ba yg pgi..mula2 nda expect jgk begitu rmai, but d more the merrier la ba kn org bilang.. pas futsal 2, pgi lepak2 lg d kedai mamak den sambung karaoke..dei..suda karoke apa lg kn,memang melalak2 ja la di dlm bilik 2 kasi lepas sumaaaaa...hahaha~

d next day,aku pg Perda sma durg c azman,c aimi mau beli barang...balik dr sana, kna bawak lg pg karoke..LAGI!!kering la poket gini ni tau..huahuahuaaaa~ pas2 smlam pulak (d day after la 2 mksud dia), kluar melepak jap jak sma durg2 guys pg shisha..duduk2, crita2, emo2...hahaa~kunun la..

apa pun,bnda2 yg kmi buat smua pun ada la jgk kasi ilang skit serabut utak ni..haha..exam pun mcm teda2 suda pulak rasa dia skrg ni..asal pass cukup la..aiihhh..harap2 la lepas,kalo nda terpaksa lg ulang paper ni semdepan..AKU NAMAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!huhuhu

apa2 pun,skrg ni kn mimang zaman exam utk IPTA2 d cni,gud luck la 2 all of u!!! harap2 berkaler2 la keputusan kamu nnt..aku kasi AMIN jak 2..hehehe..

btw,title aku ada jgk la sikit kaitan dia sama post aku ni sbb aku post dlm bhasa feveret aku..LoL~ko nda puas ati??ada aku peduli??hahahahahahaa~ =))


Friday, April 9, 2010

Today and the day after~

Finally, finished my study in USM.. Just the exam to go.. 2 more papers then I'm gonna take off to some place.. random path.. whichever it leads me to..

The last couple of days have been really busy.. Assignments, mini project, test, thesis, technical report, slides presentation.. Luckily I was able to finish all of em'.. Means i'm one step closer to graduating.. The only thing that's left that bothers me now is to decide on the future.. I'm stuck between two, off to work or just continue with my study.. I though I've made up my mind.. But somehow this question arises AGAIN out of nowhere..

Others around me tells me different reasons why i should do this, and why i should do that instead.. Thanks for all the suggestions and opinions.. but the choice's mine to make.. I appreciate all your views.. But i'm not going to end up as one who would like to hear certain things from others just to make myself happier in deciding things.. I know deep inside me what i wanna do.. And maybe, just maybe, I would eventually feel a lot better if someone tell me things like "yeahh,u shud toally go for that".. But that makes me someone who doesn't have the courage to decide things on my own..

Anyway, within the next few days, I'll make the decision.. and this time it's finite!! DOT!!


Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Get into your senses

Found this while blog-hoping juz now~

At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Wasting time..~

Actually, i dun have much time to waste anymore..huhu~

This week suppose to be a hectic week for 3 assignments to complete,1 mini project to finish and present and another viva session next week..But,whatever it is, hopefully i'll be able to finish all of them by the end of this week..and after that, only have my finals to think about..heeeee~

Ohh, btw, goodbye to Shawn Michaels after losing his match at Wrestlemania XXVI to the undertaker..huhhuuhuuu~ gonna miss watching his Sweet Chin Music!!!i'm outta here~