Thursday, July 22, 2010

Posto2~

Rather than just putting up UPDATE every time,switch to sumthing more acceptable la.. :)

Today, I was really in bad condition..i couldn't bring myself to fulfill my task since i'm terribly down with a headache/migrain.. Damn t, it's been a while since last feel like my head's this heavy..

Again, im stuck with multiple task to complete!!! still have many things to do and many meetings to attend to..funny that got involved in this kind of scenario~huhuhU!!!Graduation is just 2 weeks away..the point here is not that, but maybe because i'll be meeting my parents, all of em.. :))

Talking bout coming month, we still have ramadhan to catch and still yet to decide whether i should go back to my hometown or not for Raya~I won't be able to spend lots of time there even if i want to..just 2 days???wut can u get out of dat???dem it!!!

btw, living alone (not really alone,but alone in some way) has really open up my eys to many things..guess im not suitable to living alone..yup,i admit that..it takes courage to admt it..haha~ the first few weeks was just normal, den it becomes somewhat crazy for me!!!i feel like i was really abandoned by evryone..silly me~hahaha!!!!neway, that's all now behind me.. Just have to endure through all this myself!!! Definitely, no one knows me better than myself, so i know my limit and i'll get pass my limit~

blablablablablabla..so, enuff for the session..have to go now..anyway, missing my blog as well!!! LoL~


~reFfz~

Saturday, June 26, 2010

The New Me??!

wakakakakaa~

There's nothing new about me..really..just that im proud to say that im going to graduate this year..yeahh..though my result is nothing to be proud of (for real), but i guess i should feel content to the at that im actually gonna graduate soon..

For those who never heard of it, i already started working..jus started for a month or so.. i got the job offer a couple of month before i finish my exam..yeahh,it kinda suprised me as well..cause with such a terrible result, i have job offer that soon..really thank God for it...

For that reason, I kinda finding it tough to look for a moment or two to update my blog (not like anyone's reading it anyway, LOL)..nway,to talk a bit on my work, im working in KL, KLCC to be exact..started off wit some big shit!!!hahaha~working with only one day off in weeks..makes me feel like quitting..but as long as i can stand it, i will..hahaa~

now, im hanging out in sufri's house..gonna watch football (spain vs chile) pretty soon..but im tired,still got work tomorrow..guess im just gonna watch the first half then go straight to bed..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

nway, i have much to write, much to talk on, much things to say, much feelings to express..juz couldnt find the right time to do it all..ermm, i'll update anytime in the future la on all dat things,,dats all for now..chiow~

~reFfz~

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Oh Dear Life~

HOW FRIENDSHIP BREAKS ???

Dear friends do you Know

Both Friends Will Think The Other Is Busy

Dear friends do you Know

And Will Not Contact Them Thinking It May Be Disturbing... As Time Passes

Dear friends do you Know

Both Will Think: "Let The OTher Contact First"

Dear friends do you Know

After That both Will Think: "Why I Should Contact First ?"

Dear friends do you Know

Here Your Love Will Be Converted To Hate

Dear friends do you Know

Finally Without Contact The Memory Becomes Weak

Dear friends do you Know

They Forget Each Other.

Dear friends do you Know

So Keep In Touch With ALL your friends And Pass This To Them...

Dear friends do you Know

I Don't Want To Be One Of This Kind

Dear friends do you Know

So Here I Am sending this To YOU....

Dear friends do you Know

To Say....

Dear friends do you Know

"Dear,

I Am Fine Here..."

Dear friends do you Know

"....so keep in touch with me"

Dear friends do you Know


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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Quickie~

Life is weird..

Women are weird.. I just wouldn't understand them.. *sigh*~ Some are easy to read through, but some just don't.

But, as far as the opposite goes, I'm pretty sure women feels the same about us, men.

-out-

~reFfz~

Monday, April 26, 2010

Old friend of mine~

updates, updates.. haha.. mcm posto, posto pulak.. igt crita P.Ramlee dulu2..

Few days back, ada ni saturg ex aku contact la aku balik.. mula2 aku nda tau la sapa kn, coz with the new number and tiba2 tya "remember me?".. of coz not.. deiii~ nothing much, sbb aku nda knal kan, so aku layan la dia punya msg until dia bgtau dia sapa.. odoii.. trus berat pulak jari aku mau membalas msg dia 2.. den dpt msg saying she's sorry sorry bout d past.. apa yg jadi in the past 2, abaikan la.. d point is she said sorry.. n sure i forgive her.. den msg la balik mcm besa, kejap jak la sbb i dun have much credit jgk at dat time.. im a forgiver, but i wont forget.. maybe not just me, almost all people are.. i think la..

tpp post ni bukn sbb dia, just yesterday my old friend from matric pun contact aku balik.. aik, pelik jgk la, one after another from the past keeps popping out.. tp dis friend of mine.. she's special.. dia pun aku knal time matrix 2 la jgk.. e2 pun around 2nd sem maybe.. kiranya d period kami knal nda la jgk lama.. but we seems to have known one another for years.. so, kami reminisce la crita2 lama d matrix.. n what went down after dat, sbb suddenly kami lost contact kn.. ada jgk la story behind dat tp abaikan la jgk..hahaha~ dia bilang lama sda dia mau contact aku, tp she's afraid i will ignore her for what she did.. tp kn, like i said, i really treasure my friendship with her.. even kami knal nda smpi pun satu tahun sepanjang matrix 2, tp aku rasa dia la org yg paling byk aku turn to time 2.. aihh, memories~

apa pun, feel happy for her jgk la.. she lives a happy life, i guess.. and dia start kerja suda.. we plan to meet up sometimes.. but dunno when that time will come... hehe~ whenever it is, im really looking forward to it..

aku pulak???masi stuck sni d USM, just one more paper to go..den i'll say good bye to my academic life.. hopefully so.. den, decisions2!!! 2 la part yg paling aku malas sbnrnya, sbb mau buat decision ni ndak jgk susa.. tp sometimes dia kasi susa orang lain..aiiihhhh~ nda pa la,skrg fokus dlu utk my next paper.. till my next post~

~reFfz~

Saturday, April 24, 2010

The Father's Eyes

This teenager lived alone with his father, and the two of them had a very special relationship. Even though the son was always on the bench, his father was always in the stands cheering. He never missed a game.This young man was still the smallest of the class when he entered high school. But his father continued to encourage him but also made it very clear that he did not have to play football if he didn't want to.

But the young man loved football and decided to hang in there. He was determined to try his best at every practice, and perhaps he'd get to play when he became a senior. All through high school he never missed a practice nor a game, but remained a bench warmer all four years. His faithful father was always in the stands, always with words of encouragement for him.

When the young man went to college, he decided to try out for the football team as a "walk-on." Everyone was sure he could never make the cut, but he did. The coach admitted that he kept him on the roste because he always puts his heart and soul into every practice, and at the same time, provided the other members with the spirit and hustle they badly needed.The news that he had survived the cut thrilled him so much that he rushed to the nearest phone and called his father. His father shared his excitement and was sent season tickets for all the college games.

This persistent young athlete never missed practice during his four years at college, but he never got to play in the game.It was the end of his senior football season, and as he trotted onto the practice field shortly before the big play off game, the coach met him with a telegram. The young man read the telegram and he became deathly silent. Swallowing hard, he mumbled to the coach, "My father died this morning. Is it all right if I miss practice today?" The coach put his arm gently around his shoulder and said, "Take the rest of the week off, son. And don't even plan to come back to the game on Saturday.

Saturday arrived, and the game was not going well. In the third quarter, when the team was ten points behind, a silent young man quietly slipped into the empty locker room and put on his football gear. As he ran onto the sidelines, the coach and his players were astounded to see their faithful teammate back so soon."Coach, please let me play. I've just got to play today," said the young man. The coach pretended not to hear him. There was no way he wanted his worst player in this close playoff game. But the young man persisted, and finally feeling sorry for the kid, the coach gave in. "All right," he said."You can go in."

Before long, the coach, the players and everyone in the stands could not believe their eyes. This little unknown, who had never played before was doing everything right. The opposing team could not stop him. He ran, he passed, blocked and tackled like a star. His team began to triumph. The score was soon tied. In the closing seconds of the game, this kid intercepted a pass and ran all the way for the winning touchdown.

The fans broke loose. His teammates hoisted him onto their shoulders. Such cheering you've never heard! Finally, after the stands had emptied and the team had showered and left the locker room, the coach noticed that the young man was sitting quietly in the corner all alone. The coach came to him and said, "Kid, I can't believe it. You were fantastic! Tell me what got into you? How did you do it?"

He looked at the coach, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Well, you knew my dad died, but did you know that my dad was blind?" The young man swallowed hard and forced a smile, "Dad came to all my games, but today was the first time he could see me play, and I wanted to show him I could do it!"

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

Music

Quickie~

My blog seems to be missing something, so I decided to add up some music into it since im so into this music thingy...

Anyway, you guys might not love the music, but I don't really care anyway..haha~ but whatever it is, you can always stop the music using the player at the bottom of this page.. =)

Hope you enjoy the songs though..

-off- to bed..huhu..Nyte all!!

~reFfz~