As my title says,i'm expressing my state of mind at d moment...But before that, kurapak dulu...
Sorry to myself for not being able to update my blog from time to time..hmmm..to tell the truth,it's not that im not able to take some time to update anything..i guess i got lazy of this blogging stuff..well,actually i've always experienced these kind of situation before..cudnt get myself to love a certain things for long..here's d list of things that can only last less than a week in my schedule..
1. Games (any type of games)
2. Accessories (ring,necklace,bangle etc.)
3. Guitar lesson
4. Study time (this one last only for 2 days max except during study weeks)
5. my savings (that's why my "tabung" always end up empty)
6. hobbies (yup,i change hobbies frm time to time)
7. etc~~~~~~~
8. girlfriend (once,it really last less than a week)
Well,dats not d end of my kurapaking though..LoL..imagined how many things i can write down here since my last post (dat was like 4 months ago)..i've been through a lot in Penang during those times..some good,some bad,some wonderful times with my besties there..
I might just as well post some random pics later on just for fun..pics from my activities in Penang..one thing i miss for sure is my PALAPES activities..i've been complaining a lot during my active times..now that i've graduated,i lost my way every weekends and don't really know what to do exactly..i miss all those yelling from our officers,all d punishments,d marching,d PT,evrything!!!!
Since im now in my last term in Penang, me and my frenz were planning lots of things..hiking,adventure,anything possible..though we only managed to go hiking once to Pulau ????????????~omg,i forgot the name....it was great though..celebrated few of my friends birthday as well..it was the first time for Z though.. yeah,Zainurul aka Z...she always complained d fact that we never celebrated her birthday with her.. haha,guess it's her luck this time of the year since we're all staying back to do our FYP!!!!
talking bout FYP!!!~*sigh*-Forget it la,no use complaining now.. (-.-)
Exam!!~*double sigh*
that's about all..in general..all d details and personal things are kept in my diary..personal diary..hehe~
****************************************************************************
Now, back to the main topic..owh???u've had enough???just stop reading then..hehe~ i dunno when my next post will be,so have to try and fit in as much as possible in this single post...
As you people would have known,im now in KK~yeah,my beloved land below the wind...did i or did i not mentioned it??hmmm~wonder...
Just got back from my karaoke session with Amy, Hannah and Sue..d others weren't able to join us..they've got their own things working out for them...neway,i've had a great time..able to spend some time in Hannah's house with her family members..n got to know few of her cousins..if im not mistaken,she has about millions of them..is it Hannah???LoL~
as for the past few days activities in KK,i figure Amy will soon post the pics we had in her blog..i'm still searching for her blog though...haha~
i've been really happy since coming back to KK..met my family,i missed them like crazy!!!juz couldn't express it in words directly..*shy*~i know they miss me 2..huhuu..hopefully,not really sure actually..hehe
I dunno why im this happy..it seems like my problems have stopped from getting to my mind..i know it will all rise back up in a few days or so,but im happy the way it is now..i cant really say my problems here..it's not like i got all my problems in Penang, but i figured being around my family (n my besties here) and staying in KK itself have really helped me get through all that difficult times..
sometimes when im alone, i tried as much as i can to understand my own situation.. i just couldn't come up with an explanation..what's d source of my problems?what's gotten into me?why have i become what i am now?what?why?when?where?HOW?
but as i said,im happy d way i am now..so,just live my life so i dun have any regrets!!
what else i wanna write??i've got many thing to write here..but better keep in my personal diary for the time being..im outta here..
~reFfz~
Sorry to myself for not being able to update my blog from time to time..hmmm..to tell the truth,it's not that im not able to take some time to update anything..i guess i got lazy of this blogging stuff..well,actually i've always experienced these kind of situation before..cudnt get myself to love a certain things for long..here's d list of things that can only last less than a week in my schedule..
1. Games (any type of games)
2. Accessories (ring,necklace,bangle etc.)
3. Guitar lesson
4. Study time (this one last only for 2 days max except during study weeks)
5. my savings (that's why my "tabung" always end up empty)
6. hobbies (yup,i change hobbies frm time to time)
7. etc~~~~~~~
8. girlfriend (once,it really last less than a week)
Well,dats not d end of my kurapaking though..LoL..imagined how many things i can write down here since my last post (dat was like 4 months ago)..i've been through a lot in Penang during those times..some good,some bad,some wonderful times with my besties there..
I might just as well post some random pics later on just for fun..pics from my activities in Penang..one thing i miss for sure is my PALAPES activities..i've been complaining a lot during my active times..now that i've graduated,i lost my way every weekends and don't really know what to do exactly..i miss all those yelling from our officers,all d punishments,d marching,d PT,evrything!!!!
Since im now in my last term in Penang, me and my frenz were planning lots of things..hiking,adventure,anything possible..though we only managed to go hiking once to Pulau ????????????~omg,i forgot the name....it was great though..celebrated few of my friends birthday as well..it was the first time for Z though.. yeah,Zainurul aka Z...she always complained d fact that we never celebrated her birthday with her.. haha,guess it's her luck this time of the year since we're all staying back to do our FYP!!!!
talking bout FYP!!!~*sigh*-Forget it la,no use complaining now.. (-.-)
Exam!!~*double sigh*
that's about all..in general..all d details and personal things are kept in my diary..personal diary..hehe~
****************************************************************************
Now, back to the main topic..owh???u've had enough???just stop reading then..hehe~ i dunno when my next post will be,so have to try and fit in as much as possible in this single post...
As you people would have known,im now in KK~yeah,my beloved land below the wind...did i or did i not mentioned it??hmmm~wonder...
Just got back from my karaoke session with Amy, Hannah and Sue..d others weren't able to join us..they've got their own things working out for them...neway,i've had a great time..able to spend some time in Hannah's house with her family members..n got to know few of her cousins..if im not mistaken,she has about millions of them..is it Hannah???LoL~
as for the past few days activities in KK,i figure Amy will soon post the pics we had in her blog..i'm still searching for her blog though...haha~
i've been really happy since coming back to KK..met my family,i missed them like crazy!!!juz couldn't express it in words directly..*shy*~i know they miss me 2..huhuu..hopefully,not really sure actually..hehe
I dunno why im this happy..it seems like my problems have stopped from getting to my mind..i know it will all rise back up in a few days or so,but im happy the way it is now..i cant really say my problems here..it's not like i got all my problems in Penang, but i figured being around my family (n my besties here) and staying in KK itself have really helped me get through all that difficult times..
sometimes when im alone, i tried as much as i can to understand my own situation.. i just couldn't come up with an explanation..what's d source of my problems?what's gotten into me?why have i become what i am now?what?why?when?where?HOW?
but as i said,im happy d way i am now..so,just live my life so i dun have any regrets!!
what else i wanna write??i've got many thing to write here..but better keep in my personal diary for the time being..im outta here..
~reFfz~
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