aku dan sabah~

BAH!!!

Starting yang bagus kan?? teda apa yg spesel psal aku punya title.. cuma mau post blog aku dalam bhasa melayu, slang(betul ka ni ejaan?) Sabah... macam nda perna buat ba kan sebelum ni...

ok!!!3...2....1......START!!!


sekarang ni aku tgh duduk2 depan laptop, tgh main Yakuza Lords,ala yg app dlm FB 2 ba..gila addicted sda aku sama game 2 ba.. hehehe... baru jak balik dari tgk Alvin and The Chipmunks 2: The Sequel.. Story dia quite ok la jgk.. The Chipmunks vs The Chipettes!!! aku dgr nama group chipmunk betina ni ba kan, punya la aku rasa yg kelucuan yg berabis!! Chipettes??? hahaaaa.. mcm CIPET jak.... all in all, i give this movie a 7/10 rating... bukan la ba maksud dia movie ni nda bestt.. cuma mcm jalan crita dia yg kehabisan idea suda ni ba... apa pun,bes la jgk tgkk,nda rugi duit aku rasa.. Ba,pa lagi??pg la bersiap trus pg cinema booking tiket!!! ooopppsss, kul 3am pulak ni kn.. ba,bsuk ja la k??

neway, aku dpt result ari 2 kan, punya la rasa yg s*it berabis!!! bukan jg la nda puas ati sma result aku.. ok la jgk,cuma terpikir knapa la aku malas btul mau stadi suda ni.. aiiihhhh... kalo aku stadi 2... ngeh3~mau start tambirang suda ni.... bukan apa la, tp aku rasa kalo aku stadi la kan, aku bole dapat apa ja pointer yg aku mau.. aku rasa la.. mngkn a bit over kan, tp that's just me!!! AKU YAKIN AKU BULIH BUAT!!!! tapi aku MALAS!!! huhu~lupakan ja la..haha....

Skrg aku masi lagi pening psal aku nya FYP!!! aku sgt busy sbnrnya, byk gilak mau urus.. even rmai yg suda start dgn durg pnya report, aku masi lagi terkapai2 berurusan dgn kilang n supervisor aku.. pa bole buat la kan.. tp aku masi jgk la ada masa utk berjoli2, utk kasi ilang stress la ba kan org bilang.. wpun aku ni nda fhm sbnrnya mcm mna perasaaan stress 2...

Lagi satu, aku nya cuti abis suda.. hahaaa~skrg musim baru lagi utk stadiii... aihhh..punya la kemalasan berabis aku rasa skrg ni... mungkin kalo aku stay lama skit d KK ari 2, hepi jgak la aku.. bukan mgkn, aku PASTI!!!!! rndu suda aku sma anak buah aku, parents aku, kazen mazen, aunti uncle, frenzz n kucing2 aku.. huhuhu~ pdhal aku teda kucing ni baaa.. huhuhuhu lagi la...

apa2 pun, cukup la stakat ni... mau btdur suda, bsuk mau bgn awal.. natau la dpt ka nda ni bgn.. haha~oya, mcm best pulak tulis guna bahasa gini ni ba... len kali aku tulis byk2 la lg guna bahasa macam ni.. hehe~bukan BI aku bgs mana pun.. grammar terbang huru hara ni... apa suda org besa bilang 2?? ANGKANG??? hahaha!!!
YABAH , AKU TAU JUGAK BI AKU TRUK!!!!!!hehehe~

ba,ok la arh??cukup2 la 2...gunyte all!!!!

~reFfz~

Xmas n New Year 2010!!

Usually by this time every year,i'd be preparing myself for my Aunt's annual Xmas Eve dinner in KK. But now,m sitting here in my Campus alone in my room updating my blog while FB-ing..

Nevertheless,im wishing all those celebrating Christmas a Merry Christmas and to all,a very Happy New Year 2010!!!!

Looking back at my 2009, i've had some wonderful times n some not-so-good times.. Anyway,i'm not someone who likes to look back at things..though i am a "pendendam" (dun really know the word in english,haha)..so, for those who have done me wrong, BEWARE!!! i mean it..yes,u!!!!d one reading this right now,U!!!!!LoL~

I just wish my 2010 will be a different year.. I really hope i'll be able to graduate in time..d things dat worry me much is my FYP..nonetheless,m trying my best to make things work out between me n Dr J!!!!hopefully,it will go smoothly from now on..
Looking forward to my first job..please, let me have one.. I dun wanna be a penganggur once i go out there!!!

I like to think positive though.. I believe i'll be able to prove myself!!!yeahhh, come on!!!bring it all on~ considering my age by the end of June next year, I seriously need to put some thoughts into having a real relationship..i've tried..yes,i really have... but none of it worked out... There's just no "ME" or "YOU" in a real relationship, there's only "US"!!!i know that..i really do..........need to put that into my List for 2010~

anyway,stop the itssy,bitssy,tiny things aside..we're in the mood for Xmas n New Year, let's just enjoy the moment and forget all d bad things!!!May all of you have a pleasent year ahead!!!!!!!!!!!~

peaCe~

~reFfz~

random

The days here in KK has been really enjoyable for me..i'll be returning to Penang real soon for the 2nd semester..time for some serious business there..i havent even started on my experimental FYP project..*sigh~*

hanging out in JP shisha-ing, karaoke session, watching movies, beach, lepak-ing, clubbing, showing off.....haha..d list just goes on and on..n i never had enough of all these things..i mean who would ryte?? just spending time with my budss here have made so much difference to my current state of mind..im glad i decided to came back..really~

my family members have been doing well.. ALHAMDULILLAH...m super duper happy to meet my mum and dad,siblings and relatives in KK..even my aunt and cousins from Tawau came along and make our house livelier and merrier...n my nephew, d super duper 2 years old cutie is becoming livelier every seconds..m really going to miss them all when im in Penang..

Just yesterday, me, khai, syed and yohan spend the time in khai's R35 (if u know what it is)...all that after meeting Hannah and Amy and shisha-ing in JP~showing off the car around KK was just an awesome thing to do, tho we can only do that for that one particular nyte only..haha~clubbing and driving around aimlessly while chatting among oursleves were just great..that's the first in quite a long time really we spend time together...i went back around 6am and didn't go to sleep ryte away coz need ro settle my passport problem in Mini Putrajaya~LoL.. i reached home around 2pm and went to sleep afer FB-ing~it's a long 25hours++ for me without sleep..

Supposed i'll be going to the island today with Hannah the, but i guess it won't work out since i haven't heard a word from any of them since last nyte...huhu~
kinda sick really planning things in advance...it rarely works out..maybe we should just make a plan on the spot and just do it right away..harharhar~ whatever it is, m going to have my own plan later on..need to have my getaway from the city...

m sleepy now...cudnt even think clearly now, so mind me if im writing nonsense here..weeeeeeeeeeeee~

~reFfz~

My state of mind

As my title says,i'm expressing my state of mind at d moment...But before that, kurapak dulu...

Sorry to myself for not being able to update my blog from time to time..hmmm..to tell the truth,it's not that im not able to take some time to update anything..i guess i got lazy of this blogging stuff..well,actually i've always experienced these kind of situation before..cudnt get myself to love a certain things for long..here's d list of things that can only last less than a week in my schedule..

1. Games (any type of games)

2. Accessories (ring,necklace,bangle etc.)

3. Guitar lesson

4. Study time (this one last only for 2 days max except during study weeks)

5. my savings (that's why my "tabung" always end up empty)

6. hobbies (yup,i change hobbies frm time to time)

7. etc~~~~~~~

8. girlfriend (once,it really last less than a week)


Well,dats not d end of my kurapaking though..LoL..imagined how many things i can write down here since my last post (dat was like 4 months ago)..i've been through a lot in Penang during those times..some good,some bad,some wonderful times with my besties there..

I might just as well post some random pics later on just for fun..pics from my activities in Penang..one thing i miss for sure is my PALAPES activities..i've been complaining a lot during my active times..now that i've graduated,i lost my way every weekends and don't really know what to do exactly..i miss all those yelling from our officers,all d punishments,d marching,d PT,evrything!!!!

Since im now in my last term in Penang, me and my frenz were planning lots of things..hiking,adventure,anything possible..though we only managed to go hiking once to Pulau ????????????~omg,i forgot the name....it was great though..celebrated few of my friends birthday as well..it was the first time for Z though.. yeah,Zainurul aka Z...she always complained d fact that we never celebrated her birthday with her.. haha,guess it's her luck this time of the year since we're all staying back to do our FYP!!!!

talking bout FYP!!!~*sigh*-Forget it la,no use complaining now.. (-.-)

Exam!!~*double sigh*

that's about all..in general..all d details and personal things are kept in my diary..personal diary..hehe~


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Now, back to the main topic..owh???u've had enough???just stop reading then..hehe~ i dunno when my next post will be,so have to try and fit in as much as possible in this single post...


As you people would have known,im now in KK~yeah,my beloved land below the wind...did i or did i not mentioned it??hmmm~wonder...


Just got back from my karaoke session with Amy, Hannah and Sue..d others weren't able to join us..they've got their own things working out for them...neway,i've had a great time..able to spend some time in Hannah's house with her family members..n got to know few of her cousins..if im not mistaken,she has about millions of them..is it Hannah???LoL~

as for the past few days activities in KK,i figure Amy will soon post the pics we had in her blog..i'm still searching for her blog though...haha~

i've been really happy since coming back to KK..met my family,i missed them like crazy!!!juz couldn't express it in words directly..*shy*~i know they miss me 2..huhuu..hopefully,not really sure actually..hehe

I dunno why im this happy..it seems like my problems have stopped from getting to my mind..i know it will all rise back up in a few days or so,but im happy the way it is now..i cant really say my problems here..it's not like i got all my problems in Penang, but i figured being around my family (n my besties here) and staying in KK itself have really helped me get through all that difficult times..

sometimes when im alone, i tried as much as i can to understand my own situation.. i just couldn't come up with an explanation..what's d source of my problems?what's gotten into me?why have i become what i am now?what?why?when?where?HOW?

but as i said,im happy d way i am now..so,just live my life so i dun have any regrets!!

what else i wanna write??i've got many thing to write here..but better keep in my personal diary for the time being..im outta here..


~reFfz~

Holiday in KK!!!~

Updates~

1. First of all, i just to let all of u know that i am still in KK~

2. I have a great Hari Raya within the past week. Not wonderful, just great.

3. Had some great moments, and some forgettable moments.

4. Have to dwell with personal problems, and addition of more problems.

5. Getting to know more people and made new friends.

6. Happy to be around my FnF!!!

7. Loving KK so very much!!!!

8. Enjoying being alone at times.

9. Getting updates of my friends.

10. Eating lots and lots of delicioussssssssss foodssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~dats all for now, don't feel like writing much ryte now..snore~


~reFfz~

Buka Puasa!!~

10/09/09,Thursday,PWTC~

That's the day I'll be talking about here. The day me n my fellow USM Sabahan with the rest of the Sabahan from all the IPTs in West Malaysia have our "Majlis Berbuka Puasa" together.

This will most probably be my last gathering in the event organized by Yayasan Sabah since it's my final Year in USM. And i sure met a lot of people i knew from Matriculation College. Not forgetting to mention meeting my best friend there!! I've been going to this annual event since my second year here in USM. Though this is the first time that our university sent so many from our Engineering Campus. Credits to my Juniors who worked this out for all of us (Fauzi and Taki).

Among those I met there are Uping, Kip, Kero, Fendi, Girl, Su, Nurul and more of them whom I can't recall their name but I remember their faces. Oh, almost gorgot tomention my lil bro, Aman who was there as well with UPSI.. hehe~ And it's exciting that I met with my former primary school classmate, and this one here I can't even recall her face. Lucky enough she still remember me. Well, this is the main purpose I joined the programme in the first place. To meet all the Sabahan I can while I'm here.

Same as the years before, our Chief Minister of Sabah, Datuk Seri haji Musa bin Aman joined us again this time around. And his speech still delivers the same meaning as the years before, though this time with a different approach. LoL~ And his pantun never failed to entertained us, in a way not because it's a good pantun whatsoever, but it's better than listening to his speech about the development in Sabah and about the goods provided by the government.. For most of the attendance there, they've been listening to it every year, so we know what to expect from his speech...hehe~

If i'm going to talk bout the whole event, you readers must be bored to death, so, just look at these pictures!!! Picture tells a thousand stories, right??

~reFfz~

And finally, my personal pic~

~reFfz~

Wrestling Addiction!!

I've been living in the wrestling world since I was a little boy. Seems like I still can't get rid of my wrestling addiction. Not that I feel like that's a problem though. Just look at the Americans enjoying them, a sold out arena each coming week!!!

I really cant figure out what's in their mind really. I'm really amazed with their entertainment point of view there. Every major sports having full house audience, I mean every sports except one..guess what??Ryte!!!Amazingly,it's SOCCER!!!

The most anticipated games in the world is the least interesting(maybe) sport to them. OMG, wish we have that kind of atmosphere here(I don't mean with the soccer thing), with the audience giving their all in supporting their favorite games and teams!! And I'm not trying to be sarcastic here, just giving out my point of view.

Back to the main topic, WWE!!! From the era of WWF, the rise and fall of the WCW, the confusing 6 sided ring of TNA Wrestling to the Japanese wrestling fed(cant recall it's name,Brock Lesnar's here though), I still cant get enough of all the acts and arts displayed by the wrestlers(aka actors & actresses).. Yup, I know it's all just an act, so what???!!!It's still great to watch!!!

I'm surrounded by people who told me to "grow up" for I am watching wrestling. People, take this into consideration,watching them wrestle means the same as appreciating what they're doing. It's still a sport and it's a well received sport worldwide with their own backbone to support them,the WWE Universe. So,for those who think they're grown up enough if they're not watching this,be it. I'm showing respect for the sport and if you're not down with it, i've got two words for you!!!!
SUCK IT!!!!

Out of boredom!~

Just comics to brighten up your day~
Cheer up!!!~

(i found this one realy hillarious,LOL)

American Idol S8 final four updates~

By Brian Mansfield, Special for USA TODAY

American Idol’s bespectacled third-place finisher, Danny Gokey, has cut a record deal with 19 Recordings/RCA Nashville, marking the first time in the show’s history that Idol’s recording arm has signed the entire final four.

Contracts for winner Kris Allen, runner-up Adam Lambert and fourth-place finisher Allison Iraheta were announced in June.

“We absolutely love Danny,” says Sony Music Nashville chairman Joe Galante, who praises the “soulful edge” in the 29-year-old singer’s gravelly voice. “We haven’t had anybody like that (in country) since Ronnie Milsap or T. Graham Brown.”

Though no producer is attached to Gokey’s album yet, he’ll go into a Nashville studio shortly after the Idols Live tour ends Sept. 15. Galante expects a single in late fall and an album to follow, most likely in March.

When Gokey was on Idol, “I was so wet behind the ears, I didn’t know where I wanted to go,” the singer says. “But I most related to the message and the music of country.”

Gokey sang three country tunes during his Idol run and is performing Rascal Flatts’ What Hurts the Most and My Wish on tour. He counts Wynonna Judd, Alan Jackson and Brooks & Dunn among his favorite country acts.

Idol’s track record as a reliable generator of mainstream hits has become more appealing as album sales continue to slide. Eleven Idol alumni now have singles in the top 40 at some radio format, and three —Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood and Chris Daughtry— are among the few acts that have sold more than half a million albums this year.

Any of Season 8’s final four could have won, and they all deserve their deals, says music consultant Tom Vickers, a former A&R executive. “Each had the chops, the personality,” he says. “Each was distinctly different.”

Last week, Allen announced via Twitter that his album would arrive Nov. 17. As he did on the show, Allen could combine blue-eyed soul and singer/songwriter pop on his album, since he’s been working with The Fray’s Joe King, Mat Kearney and R&B writers Claude Kelly and Salaam Remi.

Release dates for Lambert’s and Iraheta’s albums are planned for November but have not yet been set. Lambert has promised a mix of glam-rock and dance music in his collaborations with RedOne, Max Martin, Linda Perry and Greg Wells, and the teenage Iraheta aims for an energetic rock sound and writing with Kevin Rudolf and David Hodges.

Reminder~

Need to remind myself of what's important to me in life~


1~Allah S.W.T

2~Rasulallah S.A.W

3~My Parents

4~My besties

5~My friends

6~Myself


Through hardship,through pain...
Through happiness,through joy...
Always remember to push forward..
For you are not alone..


Just a little reminder to myself..


~reFfz~

Puasa Month

I juz completed my 8th day of puasa..Alhamdulillah~


During the past week, lots of things happened..good ones,bad ones...Eitherway, none of it that I will mention here..Anyway, life's kinda weird though.. When the road ahead seems to have brighten by a ray of hope, there's always junctions where you tend to be going in..I mean junctions where uncertainty presents.. Supprise, supprise....Not that it happened for the 1st time though..


When things in life seems to go out of hand, the past will always hunt you down and your aim seems to be fading away.. In fact,the whole course of things you planed will start to crumble..I've seen it,heard it and experienced it..so,don't go talking and brag about how happy your life are at the moment..somewhere inside,something's within you will always wish for more where you least expected..believe it,not everything's perfect..even a billionaire would want to wish for more money and artists wish being just a normal person!!!


Now,now...what am i "kurapaking" bout here?ahah~


back to reality please?hehe..assignments keep on coming,finish it and another will come.. cycle of life is it??blablablablabla.....all that is a routine as a student ryte..rather than complaining about it,y don't i take the time posting this to do them ryte??yeaahhh,rytee..talk about the right things to do,will everyone listen??a definite NO!!!!if not,what's the use of the law and police then??


Puasa~
2day i had a very strange dream..it was about me being in KK with my besties,u know who u r..we went out for a movie in the afternoon..and all i ever remember was me going to one shop and another and finally end up with more than 5 plastic bags of FOOD....as far as i can recall,never did I went to the movie with so much to eat..and the 5 plastic bags were juz for me ALONE,not even for my frenz...OMG!!!!!am i that hungry??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!I woke up,and all i can remember is the scent of the food i bought(in my dream laa).... weirddooooO!!!!!!!!!


lesson of the story is,don't sleep too much during fasting month..it's not good for your brain and your appetite!!!u'll wake up starving!!!


that's all for the time being..i'm outta here...



~reFfz~

Looking cool,once in a lifetime..ahah~

RM250 dinner with Rm1000++ suit~wel,sometimes,something's gotta give ryte??ahah~
After so long haven't been around my best buddies for 3 years, it feels really nice to be back around them..


N the dinner weren't too bad either,but not magnificent though~
Wish we could have done something to really make d night memorable..Neway,we did sumthing i'll never forget after the dinner tho..wearing the exact same outfit and went to McDonald. yerp,mcD!!!!


Feel like a VIP for once, seeing the cashier so afraid to take our order..ahaha~I feel like a total show off though with almost full house audience in Juru mcD at that time watching our every moves..ahaha~after finished our supper,we went back with at least sumthing to remember for a long2 time(i wish)...


reFfz~

Pics from the past week~Photoshop??

Saloon

Photoshop1?

Photoshop2?

Merdeka Spirit!!~

Today: 13th August..


Just less than 3 weeks before Merdeka day~though to me,as a Sabahan, the real Merdeka day is on the 16th of September,which is the Malaysia Day!!! (hopefully they will make it a public holiday as well in the future..)


31st of August is drawing near, but still I see no sign of a spiritual Malaysian hanging flags or posters anywhere...blame this on the current political scenarios, blame it on the spreading of H1N1, blame it to the chaos in the parliament- blame all you want, but shouldn't we as a Malaysian be blaming ourselves instead?? (myself included)


We're drawing near to 52 years of independancy, but the spirits seems to be fading as the years passes by..have you ever asked whyyyy????? Do we have to wait every decade to make it big as it was during our 50th Anniversary????


During our country disastrous period under the rules of the communist, everyday counts..but now, even a year count of independancy doesn't seem to impress the younger generation anymore.. Maybe those who actually experienced the time period under the communists are the only ones who really appreciate the word Merdeka..


To me, the dark history of our nation cannot be erased from our history book.. As a future generation to lead this country, we should set up our spirit as high as possible to appreciate our ancestors who had put their all in fighting for our independance. Let's just engaged ourself in the Merdeka spirit and aim for a better future for our beloved Malaysia~


Variety of races,
Variety of beliefs,
Variety of thoughts,
Variety of colours.......
No matter what's the different,we are ONE MALAYSIA!!!!!!




reFfz~

A joke a day make the pain fades~

10 Husbands, Still a Virgin

A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.

On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin."

"What?" said the puzzled groom.

"How can that be if you've been married ten times?"

"Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be.

Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me.

Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up.

Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver.

Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method.

Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was his job or not.

Husband #7 was in marketing: although he had a nice product, he was never sure how to position it.

Husband #8 was a psychologist: all he ever did was talk about it.

Husband #9 was a gynecologist: all he did was look at it.

Husband #10 was a stamp collector: all he ever did was... God! I miss him! But now that I've married you, I'm really excited!"

"Good," said the new husband, "but, why?"

"You're a lawyer. This time I know I'm gonna get screwed!"


p/s: Juz a joke, nothing to do with the dead or those alive... =)

When I'm bored~

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.

Cikgu :
(Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?

Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!

Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat
sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna.Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi
semua masa dan keadaan.

Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!

Cikgu : Sama-sama,duduk!Dengar sini baik-baik.Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan.
Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya,kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi
perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?

Murid : Faham,cikgu!

Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.

Murid : (senyap)

Cikgu : Pandai!

Murid : kurang bijak!

Cikgu : Tinggi!

Murid : Rendah!

Cikgu : Jauh!

Murid : Dekat!

Cikgu : Keadilan!

Murid : UMNO!

Cikgu : Salah!

Murid : Betul!

Cikgu : kurang bijak!

Murid : Pandai!

Cikgu : Bukan!

Murid : Ya!

Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!

Murid : Oh Hamba!

Cikgu : Dengar ini!

Murid : Dengar itu!

Cikgu : Diam!

Murid : Bising!

Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan,kurang bijak!

Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!

Cikgu : Mati aku!

Murid : Hidup kami!

Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!

Murid : Akar lama tak tau!

Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!

Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!

Cikgu : Kamu gila!

Murid : Kami siuman!

Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!

Murid : kurang! kurang!

Cikgu : Kamu ni...!!

Murid : Kami itu...!

Cikgu : kamu ditahan sampai tengah hari!

Murid : kami dilepaskan sejak tengah malam.

Cikgu : jaga kamu!

Murid : biar cikgu.

Cikgu pon berlalu pergi dgn mke bengang....

Orang gilak~

Orang Gila Juga Yg Boleh Menasihati Orang Gila

Mat, lelaki gila berumur 35 tahun baru saja terlepas dari wadnya.
Beliau lari sekuat hati kerana dikepung oleh sepasukan petugas
hospital. Tiba di tepi pagar Mat lantas memanjang satu tiang lampu
yang tinggi. Ketua unit jaga yang mengawal hospital datang dan
mengarahkan Mat turun, Mat tidak mahu turun. Datang pula pengarah
hospital, "Mat!!Turun Mat nanti jatuh", katanya. Mat tidak mahu turun juga.

Dipanggilnya pihak bomba, "Mat! Turun Mat, kalu ndak kami potong
tiang lampu ni" kata seorang pegawai bomba sambil mengacu-acukan
gergaji elektrik di pangkal tiang lampu itu., Namun Mat tidak
bergerak pun untuk turun. Dipanggilnya pihak polis, "Mat turun
Mat!"teriak seorang sarjan polis, kalau kau nda turun nanti kami
bom tiang ini dan kau mati!!Turun Mat!. Mat tidak turun-turun juga.

Lama-lama pengarah hospital pergi berjumpa dengan Man, seorang teman
Mat dalam wad gila itu kalau-kalau dia boleh membantu.
"Man!Harap-harap Man boleh tolong turunkan Mat dari atas tiang
lampu"Tolonglah Man ya!

Jawab Man"Ohhh!!!Itu senang jak" Lalu Man dibawa kepada tiang lampu
itu.

Setibanya di situ, pengarah hospital pun berkata, "Man! Man nak pilih alat yang
mana? Sama ada gergaji atau pun bom itu. "Ahh!Man nak gergaji!"

Baiklah! Ambillah gergaji itu.
Lalu Man mengangkat gergaji dan mengacu-acukan pada pangkal tiang
lampu itu. Man pun berteriak, "Hoi Mat!!!Bgs ko turun, kalau ko nda
turun aku tebang tiang lampu ni!!Ko turun cepat!!"

Mendengarkan amaran itu Mat yang berada hampir 3 jam di atas tiang
itu pun turun dengan pantas lalu ditangkap oleh para petugas
hospital. Pemberita pun datang menemubual Mat. "Kenapa Mat turun bila Man datang
sedangkan bomba dan polis datang Mat nda turun?

Jawab Mat; "Polis ka bomba ka, dorg nda akan buat!Tapi Man ni
bila dia cakap tue dia akan buat sebab Man tu GILA!

updates~

It's been 18 days since i'm back to Penang. To me, there's still no change whatsoever here. Just some new students coming out.


But I'm not going to talk about that now. I'm struck with flu, fever and cough. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeahhh!!!i know what ure thinking!!!H1N1!!!! The last couple of days have been rough for me and everyone in the campus. There's almost 20 people being quarantine of suspected influenza A cases. 20???!!!WHY HAVEN'T THEY SHUT DOWN THE BLOODY CAMPUS!!!!!!!!


As for me,don't worry fellas. You don't have to try to avoid me. i'm not onfected by it..i say it again, I'M NOT!!!i'm H1N1 free!!!!yeahhhhhhH!!!well, the result for those 20 something people will come in today(29/07). Guess, they're waiting to confirm the result before they make a decision to evacuate the campus.Hopefully it's not too late..fufufufu~


Anyway,till then..let's just hope for the best!!! =)
i'm outta here~




reFfz~

Jealousy

Definitions

As with many of relationship topics, a certain amount of attention to what we mean by particular words is helpful and often necessary when discussing jealousy.

It is important to distinguish jealousy from envy. To oversimplify, jealousy is angry, envy is wistful. Jealousy is destructive, envy rarely is.

Insecurity, as used below, just means a lack of security. It does not imply that the insecure person is bad, or good. It does not imply that the insecurity is warranted or unwarranted. It simply means that the person is not secure, either in themselves, their relationship, or what have you.

Jealousy is Insecurity

This is an important point. Feelings of jealousy always appear to stem from one's sense that something about their life is not secure, e.g., is uncertain or in danger.

Several readers have objected to this particular point because they believe that insecurity is necessarily pejorative. That's not what I mean by the word. (I'd love a better word, but I don't have one.) It could be that this lack of security is very well founded--that the partner is about to run off with 'the other woman'. Is it okay to be bothered by that? Of course it is.

In some cases, the insecurity is not founded on realistic dangers to the relationship. If that is really the case, then you (the jealous partner) may wish to consider where your insecurities are coming from. Solving those sorts of insecurities isn't easy, but until you do you'll continue to face those feelings.

Since we tend to become more secure in relationships as they become more stable with time, you may find that time is your ally in dealing with jealousy.

Don't Deny Jealousy, Deal with It

Okay, let's say you've found that you are jealous. It's not going to be easy, but what can you do to solve it?

One of the biggest mistakes you can make is to try and hide it (in the long term, that doesn't mean you have to display it at the moment you feel it.) Jealousy is usually a signal of something needing fixing, and ignoring that usually only makes things worse.

Instead, I would suggest asking yourself "What do I feel insecure about?" Do I feel unattractive or uninteresting myself? Do I doubt the other persons love for me? Their physical attraction? Do I doubt that I can have the type of relationship I want?

Once you've figured out what the core discomfort is, then it's appropriate to ask yourself if your fears are well-founded. If it is, perhaps talking to your partner about what you are afraid of and why you believe your fears are well-founded makes sense.

A different case is where you are pretty sure that your fears are unwarranted, but you just feel insecure (often about yourself more than the relationship) anyhow. That, in my experience, is a more difficult case, and it's hard to know precisely what to do about it, but I have been there, and part of what worked for me lies in the story behind the next item....

courtesy of Joe's secret Life

Good vs Evil

"There is nothing too good to be true."

"You can change the name of good and evil, but you will still wind up talking about good and evil, just using different terminology."

"The basic difference between good and evil is this: Good is that which takes us forward on the path of spiritual evolution toward greater freedom, livingness, intelligence, light and love. Evil is that which takes us back into the past to lesser freedom, lesser livingness, lesser intelligence, light and love. "

"The number of bare breasts available for the public gaze is far from an effective measuring rod for evil."

"Both labor and money are only evil if they are directed toward a destructive end."

"All energies and creations vibrating in their pure state are good."

"Lower magic is like money through which is neither good or evil in itself, but can be used in either direction."

"Every organization, no mater how good and pure its origins, will experience cycles of corruption and could justly be called evil if only a snapshot in time were observed."

"If we judge good and evil merely because some authority proclaims it so, we will be lead astray time and time again."

"A desire to achieve abundance is not inherently evil and often has nothing to do with greed."

"The reason our definition of good and evil changes over the ages is because our capacity to understand and experience freedom changes."

"Now in this age, our ring pass not has expanded; and our view of good and evil has also moved to a higher level. Today, the closest thing to an ancient tribe would be a cult. A cult, which is tightly controlled by a leader who makes all personal decisions for members, is considered evil. In this age, controlling your own evolution and destiny is considered good."

"Escape from an unfair prison into greater freedom for service is never evil."

"All good becomes a great evil when implemented by force."

"The only good that came out of World War II were the lessons we learned because the forces of good were triumphant."

"To say that there is no evil is to say that a creation cannot be destroyed. To say there is no evil is to say that there is no friction. To say there is no evil is to say that all progress is smooth with no hindrances ever showing up. To say there is no evil is to say that we are not living in a world of dualities, that there is no day or night, no form or space, no feeling or thought."

"Both good and evil serve as part of divine purpose."

"When we see evil as a form of error, I think we must admit that we all make mistakes now and then, so good and evil in this context certainly does exist."

"Evil does not manifest as a killer demon tearing everything in its path from limb to limb, but evil can manifest in all spheres and places."

"A cashless society by itself is not good or evil. The nations should not be forced to become cashless, but neither should they be forced to not go this direction if they so choose."

"Good eventually dominates because intelligence gravitates to good more than evil."

"When the good prevails the majority benefit, not only among those who win in the conflict, but among those who lose."

"When evil prevails only a handful in power benefit on the winning side."

"When free will is minimized through tyranny and fear neither the good nor the evil within the individual is allowed demonstrate themselves."

"The pendulum of material existence continually swings back and forth between good and evil, but the key to the understanding of the principle lies in the knowledge of the fact that the pendulum itself is in horizontal motion from left to right, thus causing the concepts of good and evil in the mind of man to be continually readjusting."

"The ultimate criteria for defining good and evil in the affairs of man is the final outcome of the directions taken."

"All forces, powers, and energies are neither good nor evil in themselves. They are completely neutral, but only become good or evil when they are intelligently directed."

"One of the reasons the powers of darkness can gain a foothold on the earth is because of the ignorance of other people concerning good and evil."

~Believe~

"The reason man may become the master of his own destiny is because he has the power to influence his own subconscious mind."
Napoleon Hill


"Believe in yourself! Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy."
Norman Vincent Peale


"If I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning."
Gandhi


"So if you have a dream then just believe that you can achieve it no matter what. Even when you can't feel deep in your heart any words of encouragement, just believe in your dream and your heart will finally show you the way."
Shuchi Gupta, from Believe in Your Dreams and Yourself!


"Don't feed your mind with negative thoughts. If you do, you will come to believe them."
Catherine Pulsifer, from What We Believe Becomes Who We Are


"Believe while others are doubting."
William Arthur Ward, from Believe while others ….


"Believing in yourself is not for you; it's for every person who has touched your life in a significant way and for every person your life will touch the same way five minutes from now, or five centuries from now."
Jaye Miller


"Believe in rewards that await you, believe in the harvest in store.
Wish Belkin


"I believe that life is a journey, often difficult and sometimes incredibly cruel, but we are well equipped for it if only we tap into our talents and gifts and allow them to blossom."
Les Brown

Manglish??

English and Malay are 2 totally different languages. The vocabulary for both languages is extremely vast. And when it comes into the grammar interpretation, you’ll find it very hilarious when you try to translate Malay sentences to English in a direct way(ie; direct translation). Here’s a good example to look into.

CASE:

Tija ingin break up dengan boyfriendnya yang Mat Salleh melalui email. Ini adalah kandungan email tersebut:

“Hi. My motive write this mail to give you know something. I want to cut connection us.

I saw you play three wood in front my eyes. So, I break connection to pull my body from this love. I have think about this cook cook. I know I clap one hand only.

I don’t trust you again! You really crocodile land! I don’t want you to play with my liver. I have been crying until no more eye water. I don’t want banana fruit two times. Safe walk!!

Yours truly,

Tija
“

So, the moral of the story is, think of it yourself…~hahahaha!!!


reFfz~

What's the significance of life? Who are we?

Is human life just a dream, from which we never really awake, as some great thinkers claim? Are we submerged by our feelings, by our loves and hates, by our ideas of good, bad, beautiful, awful? Are we incapable of knowing beyond those ideas and feelings?

Listen to Shakespeare and Joseph Conrad:

We are such stuff
As dreams are made on, and our little life
Is rounded with a sleep…
William Shakespeare, The Tempest (Folger Shakespeare Library)

A man that is born falls into a dream like a man who falls into the sea.
Joseph Conrad, Lord Jim (Penguin Classics)

Is the reality we know a reality imposed to us by nature? Is the reality and the meaning of life a creation of men, such as music, or love or colors (science tells us that there isn't such things as music, harmony or colors in the physic world. Just traveling molecules: «There is not, external to us, hot or cold, but only different velocities of molecules; there aren’t sounds, callings, harmonies, but just variations in the pressure of the air; there aren’t colours, or light, just electro-magnetic waves», said H. Von Foerster.).

Are we - and all living beings - just «survival machines, blindly programmed to preserve the selfish molecules known as genes», as Richard Dawkins states? Are we incapable of knowing beyond the frames imposed to us by nature?

Is there any significance for life in a Universe of billions of stars that ignore us? Is there any significance for life in an Universe whose dimensions and nature overcome our understanding?

Listen to the words of Pascal, in the seventeenth century:

«When I consider the short duration of my life, swallowed up in the eternity that lies before and after it, when I consider the little space I fill and I see, engulfed in the infinite immensity of spaces of which I am ignorant, and which know me not, I rest frightened, and astonished, for there is no reason why I should be here rather than there. Why now rather than then? Who has put me here? By whose order and direction have this place and time have been ascribed to me?»
Pensees (Penguin Classics)

All in all,it's up to an individual to give the meaning of life itself...


reFfz~

New York-New York!!!

Hannah's Treaty!!~

before Terminator!

Kaamatan Celeb!!

reFfz~

After a while!~

3.43pm~

where was i in my previous post???
o yeahh,we came back from Kundasang..dats d end of it..to the next part!!!

3.Birthdays!!!!!~

When i write birthdays,dat means it 's not only me...1st off,it's amy's!!!!aahah~
-suprise plan
-we supposed to hang out together with d soon to b bday girl.But we told her we're all unavailable at dat timee..
-and b4 midnyte......Jeng3x!!!!!!!!!!!with d help of a great act from Hannah...yeahhhhh~
-amy mandi telur and tepung laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...heheeee
-we had a great time together!!all of us~!!!!

2nd,it's Yohan's..
-we din make a plan d entire day..
-met him in cathay cinema wit Khairul Azrin..hmmm???
-they went there to watch Transformerss..too bad,we're really busy dat day,so cudnt hang out as usual!!

3rd~mua's!!!
-went out wit my family d entire day!!
-hanging out wit d guys n watch movie??was it??
-d next day,hang out wit my USM Sabahan frenzz!!!!yo,adrian,pink!!!!thx a lot guys for the nyte,d cake n d karaoke session!!!!!really meant a lot!!!!
-after a few days,we went to Hannah's lepak2 as usual...tHen,went to d beach to meet up wit bel them..den,d bad news came!!!!!!TEPUNG!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
-we started throwing flours all over the place!!!me n yohan was d first of coz as to celebra8 our belated bday!!
-n too bad for them,im not juz going to let them get away wit it...ahaha..n all of us were covered in flours in d end..hehe~tHx Hunnah 4 d cake!!n all of u guys: Syed,yo,sue n bel(amy,yuq n sof unavailable~)


Well!!!guess dats all i wanna post..m kinda lazy to update my blog so m not going to write much~
piczz will be post l8er......c ya!!


reFfz~

more updates from mua~

it's 11.o6pm~

last nyte was one hell of a nytee..it's a blast really..neway,let's start from way before that ryte??

as i said before,i was doing my practical here in kk ryte??now,it's all over and done with..yeahhhh~dats d good part(tho m a bit sad about dat)..d not so good news s dat i have to return to Penang A.S.A.P!!!!!!however,like usual,my ticket back is 1 week afterr..ehehee~don't get me wrong,i did dat to save my budget ok..i can save up to RM150 by doing so!!!!!

1st~PRACTICAL!!!

-good
-nice bunch of people
-experience
-time constraint
-dateline
-AutoCAD
-Esteem
-IR
-site visit
-Holy Prison???ahah~
-warm surrounding
-chix??
-soft skills
-notes & library
-Klinik??

ahahaa~all of these things stateord here are very much related to me in my 10 weeks period with d company..guess not many would understand what that means but they really are meaningful to me!!!so much!!!!!

so long these past ten weeks,i won't forget my time there!!!!

2nd~road trips!!!

yerp,we have one...we went to Kundasang by car..all six of us..actually,there supposed to be more of us,but some cudnt join....sad~

mE,syed,yo,yuq,hannah,amy.....it's a sudden plan and lucki;y we were able to actually make it happened..ahaha..dat's a lesson 4 us,NEVER plan things in advance,plan it at d eleventh hour!!!!

i make my move from my crib at 7am...n guess wat time we actually make our move to Kundasang???10.30am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeahh,luckily for my i've got company..but this one person waited for full 3 hours at his house alone!!!!huhu~feel sory for him..do i??HHAHAHAAHA~LEK BA KO YO...HEHE

Yuqi d last to confirmed she'll join us..Hannah's not feelig too well dat particular morning,n i know d reason y..ahahah~amy juz got bak from Sandakan d same day at 2am,n still able to join us..tHx ameyyy!!!!syed's been yearing to make this trip,same with me..yo actually followed ater we force him 2..ahaha~dats how we gathered evry1..

ok..dun hv to tell evrything..juz sum gud ones:
-yohan minum air cuci sudu..ahaha
-yuq bw pg ruma nenek dia(tapau mknn free as well)
-we ate ice cream time sejuk2
-syed tidur almost all the way up to Kundasang
-d 3 girls nda abis buat bising!!!ahaha~dats wat i luv bout them
-"JANGAN PIJAK SAYA NANTI SAYA MATI" signboard~
-camwhoring all d time!!!

then,after all dat,we went back to kk with yuq driving this time...had some lokan bakar then meet up with sue in tanjung aru beach...like usual,sit there n talk about the past,present n future...serious things,stupid things,not so good things...yeah,we talked almost bout everything!!!!ahahah~dats us!! =)

~to be continue..............

Life in KK!!!!!~

yeahhhh...m spending my time in Uping's house at the moment..Free internet(he's paying though) to update my blog..ahahhaa~

1.Amy's gone..For her practical in Kinabatangan at the moment.

2.Hannah's back from her graduation in KL!!!Congratzzzz basiiiI!!!!

3. Belle's back as well..From her holiday in KL with FnF~

4.Yohan now have work to do..been offered a job in IT~yeahhh,cant wait for his 1st pay-check,belanjaaaaaa!!!!hahahaah~

5. Yuq's been a frequent company this time around..not too busy anymore(unlike last tyme)ahahaha~

6.Suf's back as well!!doing his practical here..

7.Met Syazwi recently(just yesterday to be exact),he's gotten bigger yet again..hahaha~

8.punyaa best kamiii berenjoy2 d kk...amy,jan jeles,kami makan2 d ruma syed ja ni slalu....hhahahaah~

9.My practical's going smoothly as well..not too bad n i've learned many new thingsss!!!!! =P

10.havent meet up with the rest of the guys..Ridhwan,KO,Safwan,Sabry dan lain2!!!!!!will meet up with them soon..

11.actually,byk ba ni mau ckp...huhuhuuU~but i dun have enough time...fufufufuffuuuuu~~~~~

enough for now..later i'll post more picz here for you to view(amy,ko ja yg tau aku post2 ni aku rasa)....

reFfz~

Updates from Me!~

it's the start of my 5th week LI"ing"...didnt even realized my time here in KK flows like freaking waterfall!!~


I've celebrated numerous birthdays during my stay here..n im happy for all of em..especially my bestest fren's bday~ahaha~it sure is nice seeing all their happy faces!!!this is what i've always wanted to feel,to be beside them,being myself...

oopsss..my boss is here..gotta go..will continue later..huhu~sorry guys!!!!!

Blogging in KK~

Yeah..my 1st time blogging in kk..now im back to the place where i truly feel ME!!!!It does't mean im not being myself if im elsewhere..juz dat i feel more comfortable being here..


Well,ive started my practical since last Monday..my 1st day was a BLAST!!!!yerp,juz sitting there not knowing what to do was a real blast..ahahaah~I expect to be given a task i could handle,but i got something im not familiar with in the end.. n if im not mistaken,it was on my 2nd day of work that i finally able to meet up with my fellow besties here in KK!!!tHx Hannahhhhh for the cabonara n the cookies!!!love it!!!!~hopefull ure not reading diz coz nnt kembang semacam ja idung 2..kakakahahah~


Amy,hannah,yuq and yohan..not many of them left in kk but in no time more will jois us i guess!!!!been too busy lately and caught up in my practical that i hardly found free times to hang out with all of them...


Though i wanna write more here,m running out of time here..hehe~yeahh,m in CC!!!no more internet access at home..so,no more on9ing 24-7!!!!guess,dats about it for now..will try to find some time to update my profile from time to time peopleeee~


p/s:Amy,mcm mana jgk ko bole jmpa ini tempat??????????ahaha~

Exams review!!

Finally,diz semester exam are all over with..M done with all d designs, polar bear eyes n this whole shitty attendance thingy!!!!(well,juz for a while tho...huhuhh~)


Exams dis semester weren't as hard as i tot it would be..but it's still hard n i cudnt answer them..seems like my result will surely come crashing diz time around..things aren't going d way i wish they would be around me...with all d problems coming like a heavy rainfall(reminds me of hydrology~kahkah),and my own personality start to crumble n fail(again,reminds me of design~),i hope for nothing more than a peaceful lyfe ryte now..


No matter wat i wish for now, i know it wudnt come true!!hell no it wud..my practical is juz days away,what elese cud i expect???BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSY all d way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Back to my exams,my last paper is THE WORST!!!!!!!yeah, i mention it in my first blog,it woulsn't be as hard as the other papers..HELL YEAH it was!!!!!!with all d blanks to filled in n yet i left it blank as a new clean sheet of A4 paper~think it's d worst paper i have in a long time..(my worst wud be during SPM-biology paper)


Well,m looking forward to my holiday now..what's done is done..no way i can turn back in time to change all that~juz hope all d exam results for diz semester will be stolen by some guys who had even much worse exams than i had..kakakakakaa~with dat,i can sit back n relax waiting for d new sem to come..............................but WAIT!!!if dat really happen,i wud have to repeat my semester ryte???NONONOOOOO!!!!!curse whoever thinking of doing such things!!!!!curse u man!!!!!!!!!


n so,the story goes on and on......................in conclusion,my exam's a nytemare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!huhuhu~~~~~
-out-


~reFfz~

Getting started..

Now,my first post here~

Never thought of having a blog of my own b4..was browsing through others' blogs when i tot of having one myself...As far as things are now,i dun think i'll be able to keep updating my blog from time to time..it's all about availability of internet wherever i am..ahaha~

People,u dun wanna get to know me closer..i doubt any of u will except for few of my krazyyyy frenzzz cz they're used to my stubbornness!!So,if by any chance u come across my blog or by chance ure reading diz,think twice before reading any further~ahahaha....


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Well,seems like u continue reading after all huh..hahaa..doubt any1 will take my words seriously...huhuhu~

OK!!back to my story..my last exam paper is tomorrow!!!!!yeahh,been waiting for diz like ages!!
Not dat m takin d paper lightly,but comparing it to my other papers,it's not dat hard..ahaha~
N most importantly,d day after,m going back to my hometown baybehhh!!!!ahahahah~yeahhh,cant wait to go bak people....but m not going bak for fun as usual though..got some serious works to attend to~huhuhu~

i'll keep diz short for now...hopefully will be able to update more frequent..wish me luck ya'll for tomorrow!!!

reFfz~